Please Remember My Love

Ch. 19: Female Robbery

(A/N: Hey guys! Omg I had a huge headache and I just fell asleep on my school bus so it went away. Haha sleeping solves everything in my book.

Anyways how are you? Are you excited for this book to come to a close or you're a bit saddened? I'm a bit sad but happy overall because as much as I wanted to give up on it, I never did.

So I'll sea ya guys in bits :F.)

Had me on both my knees,

Praying to whatever is in heaven please send me a felon

Tamia:

I ran away from him, ran away from all the lies like it was a bolt of lightening striking at me. How could he say that he loved me but continuously lied to me? How fair is that?

He continued to wail my name at the top of his lungs and I almost ran back to him. Almost. I knew if I did that I wouldn't be able to control myself. I would've been in too deep at that point.

Hell, I am now! I'm such a moron that I confessed my feelings for him. His whole plan worked for me to fall for him. I shake my head from the thoughts of him. I can't think of him. I won't allow it.

I wipe the tears or is it raindrops; from my face while climbing the steps to my porch that leads to my front door. Which is open by the way. Oops.

I walk inside and quickly close the door while pulling my wet clothes off and running up the steps at the same time. Almost at the top, I fumble and catch myself by putting my hand on the rail of the staircase.

I take a deep breath surprised that my episodes of panic attacks didn't occur when I started to cry. In front of him. I look up at the wall to see a picture of Kevin and I when we were in preschool.

When he quote on quote fell in love with me. I think back to one particular memory. My favorite.

Kevin and I are sitting at a rectangle table in our class. He has his caramel hair as a bowl cut with a pair of suspenders over a striped shirt and shorts that stops at the knees.

I was wearing my hair in twisted ponytails that were all over my head with hair clips at the ends. I had on a striped shirt with overalls on top. In front of us we had apple juice and graham crackers.

"Mia, I know howe ta bup." Kevin smiles at me with his adorable baby voice. I watch him with hope that he'll teach me. That's if he could actually do it!

"Nuh uh, pruve it." His smile widens and he grabs his cup of apple juice that has Barney on it and takes a sip. He closes his mouth and then it opens it with a small belch.

"See, I told ya I could do it!" He laughs and I look at him with envy in my dark brown eyes. "That's not fair!" I stomp my little sandals and he puts his hand on my arm to calm me down.

I wipe furious tears from my cheeks, "It's okaye Mia, I'll teach you!" Kevin eyes go wide with fear because he hates to see me cry.

"Okay, all you have taw dew is drink ya appla juice. Den close ya mouwth and opwen it and ya buwp!" I do everything he says and then I did it.

"Lawk Kevin! I cun buwp!"

I laugh at the memory because we were too adorable for words. I look away from the framed picture and remember that I have to hurry to get ready for school.

Though the question always go through my head: Do I really want to give all of that up?

Kevin:

"C'mon Kevin, it'll be okay so come inside." My mom whispers in my ear to calm me down but I can't and I won't.

How can I calm down when the girl of my life just told me that she doesn't want to ever see me again, oh and after confessing that she loved me.