Where's My Love (Stydia AU)

Chapter 3 | The Night

The party started like an hour ago and still, no Scott, and no Stiles. Just like always. Yeah, I thought they are our friends, I mean, Scott is Allison's boyfriend, so I have no idea why they haven't shown up yet. But what I know, is that I'm Lydia Martin and I can't let myself fall for another boy. Not again. I need a distraction, and I see one. I think that his name is Aiden.

And the next thing I know we're kissing.

In the middle of my living room.

In front of everybody.

And in one moment I open my eyes.

And who do I see?

Stiles. Staring. Disappointed.

His eyes met mine and he just turns around and rushes out of the house.

I had no idea why he acted that way, but all I know is that I had to go find him, so I push Aiden off of me and say that I'm sorry, but I have to go. And I go through the crowd, trying to get to the door as fast as I can. And when I finally do I see Stiles sitting on the hood of his jeep and watching the stars. And I have no idea if he saw me get out of the house, but he's not turning around. I walk over to him and sit next to him.

"Hey..." I say

"Hey" he turns around to look at me and then turns back to look at the stars again.

"Why did you do that?"

"Do what?"

"Run out of the house like that?"

"I just.. I thought you were different." he jumps off the hood and stands right in front of me

"Like how?"

"Like I thought you wouldn't kiss random boys at your party just for fun."

"Well, I needed a distraction."

"From what?" he's coming closer, and I can feel my heart almost exploding

"From you." I can feel his arms on my hips, pulling me closer as I say that

"You know, you could've told me."

I stare at his eyes, as he stared at mine, and I can see that he's breathing a lot faster than usually, and so am I.

"No I couldn't. You could've told me."

"Well, I coudn't either."

I wrap my legs around his body and he starts to lean in. And just as I'm about to do the same I see Allison and Scott rushing out of the house, probably looking for us, and I push Stiles off of me, and point to them.

They come over and of course they ask what's going on. And of course we say that we were just talking. Yeah.. Just. Talking.

The next day, we act like nothing happened.

And the next one.

And the next..

I never tell Allison about that night.

He doesn't tell Scott, because of Scott knew, Allison would know too.

Nobody knows.

We start avoiding each other. And when we are together, things get awkward and usually one of us makes something up and leaves.

Great.

-

My mom says that she has some important news to tell me, and I can't wait to hear them.
We start out usual conversation about boys, and I tell her that there is no one new. Great, now I'm lying to my mother.
Well, as I thought, she indeed has someone new.
And that someone is.... The Sheriff??
No, no, no. She can't be dating him. Not Stiles' dad. No.
But I have to pretend to be happy for them.

-

Months pass by, and the next thing I know is that there is a hot guy that I'm in love with but can't stand, in a room down the hall. In my house. With his father.

Things between Sheriff and my mom got pretty serious, so they moved in together. At our house.

And now I have to live with Stiles. I have to watch him every single day. And listen to his annoying sarcastic jokes. And I have to imagine how it'd be of one night, instead of bringing other girls to his room, he'd bring himself to my door. But that never happens.

And so I start bringing boys to my room. I mean, it's usually just Aiden, but there was a few times that other boys were up there.

Aiden is nice, but we are just a distractions to each other. He's just as fucked up as I am. I think that he's in love with Malia, but Malia never looked at him in that way.
And I never tell him about Stiles.

-

Stiles and I usually don't talk. It goes right to the beginning.
And when we do talk, it's all sarcastic jokes. We low key start hating each other, and I have no idea why.

All I know is that I need him. I want him. And I can't have him.