Where's My Love (Stydia AU)

Chapter 5 | Me Before You

"Will you wait up for me please?"

The second I heard that voice, I just froze. I simply couldn't move. And as I was standing there, he caught up with me and stood right next to me.

"What's wrong? You look like you've just seen a ghost."

"Well damn sure I do. You've been acting like one for months." I said, not daring to look into his eyes, as we started walking again.

"I just needed some time to process everything.."

"Oh yeah, and did you?"

"I did."

I just sighed. Still not looking at him.

"Hey, Lyds. Look at me. Please."

"Why should I?" The truth is I really couldn't. If I did, everything would become a blur and I would start losing my mind. It's hard enough controlling myself with him just standing right next to me..

"Because I need you to." He said, dead serious " And it's rude to talk to somebody and not look into their eyes"

Sarcastic Stiles strikes again. Uh-Oh.

And after a few moments of thinking, I looked into his eyes. He was staring right back at me. And my mind just started going wild, I couldn't stop thinking about how I would like to kiss him, right there, and many other things..

"That's better. I love those beautiful eyes of yours."

"Are you drunk?"

"What!? No, why would you think that?"

"Well, we haven't talked in monthd and now here you are saying how you love my eyes and you have no idea how much that can fuck up somebody."

"We didn't talk because I needed some ti--"

"I don't give a damn about your excuses. I honestly don't care. You could've at least be on good terms with me, and not be a total idiot and completely ignore me. You know, I am a person too."

And there we were, in the middle of the street, alone, fighting.

"Look, I'm sorry. Can you just shut up for a moment and hear what I have to say? Okay so--"

"No."

"No?"

"I told you. I don't wanna hear your lame excuses an--"

He kissed me.

He.
Kissed.
Me.

My mind went completely blank. And then, one name appeared.

Malia.

So I pushed him off.

"Why did you do that? You can't.."

"I wanted to do that for a long, long time, I just.."

"Well it's too late now."

"Too late??"

"Yeah. Go back to Malia now. Don't talk to me, don't look at me, don't think about me. Please just leave me alone now."

"Malia? But we aren't a thing.."

"Who are you trying to fool Stiles? I know everything."

"I broke it off with her this morning. She just wasn't what I wanted. I said I needed some time to figure things out and I did. I want you. I need you."

"You don't get it, do you? It's not just Malia. You fucked around for months, when you could've had me any time you wanted. I was right there, and ypu completely ignored me, just for you to now come to me and say all these things? I'm sorry Stiles, but you can't have me now. It's too late."

My eyes were filled with tears as I started rushing home. Oh God how I wish I took that shorter way home..

"Lyds, wait, please.." His voice started cracking up.

"Just leave me alone."

And so he did.

I rushed home and came in 10 minutes before he did. I heard him crashing his bedroom door, as I was crumbled up next to mine crying.

I had to do this.

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The next day I decide that I can't go to school, I just wasn't feeling like talking to anybody.

"Good morning sweetie" my mom said as she walked into my room to wake my up.

"Good morning mom."

"What's wrong? Are you feeling well? You look awful" she said, concerned.

"Mom I think I'm not going to school today, I'm not feeling really well.."

"Oh, it must be a flu, because Stiles told us he's not going today either, and he looks bad too. You have some hot soup and tea downstairs, and you know what medications to use in these situations."

"Yeah mom, I know, thank you."

"Well I should get going, I'm gonna be late for work, see you later, love you."

"Love you too mom."

Great.. He's staying at home too.

Hopefully we won't run into each other.

And we do.

As I walk downstairs to eat my breakfast, there he is, making his own.

Ugh.

"Good morning. You look awful" He says.

"Good morning, you don't look so good either."

"Rough night" he smirks " want some cereal?"

"No, thanks, I'd rather have that soup, we have a flu, remember?"

"Oh yeah, well I guess I'll have to eat soup too."

I just smile. I literally have no idea why is he being nice and actually having a conversation with me..

"Wanna watch a movie?" He talks, again.

"Why would I watch a movie with you?"

"Because I'm not feeling like watching one alone. Please."

Did? He? Just? Say? Please?
Honestly, what's happening? If this is a joke, it's not a good one.

"Okay. What movie do you have in mind?"

"Me Before You. It's new. It's abou--"

"I know what it's about, I've seen the trailer."

"Well then, I'll go make popcorn, and you go find it and wait for me."

And five minutes later, he came with freshly made popcorn. And so we watched that movie. And so we had a Harry Potter marathon. And so I fell asleep in his arms..

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Hey guys, here's the update and I hope you liked it.
I just can't believe that TW, TVD, PLL, GOT are ending ughhhhh..
:(
~ Kat