I WISH I HAD

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Shortly before you lost your ability to speak without wearing an oxygen mask, 

You grabbed me and pulled me close to you.

Through the hiss of concentrated room air via nasal prongs, 

You showed me the depth and the breadth of your soul.

                                                                                                                            

One hand on my arm, the other in my back pocket

I stand in awe of your force of will.

One heart beats too fast, the breaths so shallow

My heart bleeds, I cry inside but my tears do spill.

                                                                                       

How did this happen, how did I let you suffer?

Was I numb or just plain scattered?

Complaining is not  your way, you work for what you have

Family, friends, and a love that truly matters...

                                                                                          

I wish I had more time

I wish you had more time

To swallow my love into your 

Soul...

The sparrows and the squirrels

And the rabbits and owls

Hear my sobs and then crawl back 

Into their holes.

                                   

I wish I had more...

Chances to update and bore

And gather more acorns

For you to count,

I wish you could know

What a force of nature you stored

Inside your loud, lusty and lively

Friendly face.

                                                   

I wish and I wish

For one more kiss

From your mouth

Ooooh ooooh...

I wish and I wish

To fulfill a long list

Of dreams that could come

True...

                                                        

  


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