It had been a few days and Ashton secretly already had his stuff packed up. He was only taking his most needed and favorite things.
Today was the day Ashton was leaving.
Ashton did want to spend the whole day with Luke before he left. So that's what he did. Since Luke didn't work today, Ashton decided to at least take him on one more date.
Ashton just turned 5 weeks pregnant yesterday. Surely, he didn't have a bump yet. But there is a baby in there. Ashton still can't believe he's pregnant, but he's slowly starting to accept it. He didn't want to think too much into it though.
Ashton had taken Luke to the bay. He just wanted to sit next to Luke and enjoy his time with him. Nothing more.
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"So, I never got to ask you this, what happened at the doctors?" Luke said.
Ashton tensed and looked at him in shock. He had already forgot about that. Not the fact that he's pregnant, but the fact that Luke had no idea what was going on. Ashton wanted to lie, but he just couldn't. He shouldn't lie, he's leaving anyway.
"I— uh, I-I'm pregnant." Ashton stuttered out.
Luke's face went pale. He knew This wouldn't end well. Ashton was actually having a good time and now he feels terrible.
"A-Are you joking right now?"
"No, Luke. I really am carrying a baby inside of me. Again, this is your fault. But I get it if you don't want to be with me anymore."
"...no, Ashton. I'm just really shocked. I'm so sorry I did this to you. I shouldn't have gotten you drunk."
"Yeah, you shouldn't have. Because, we're young and really not ready to be parents."
"Ashton, I really don't know what to say."
Luke said with tears in his eyes."It's alright, Luke. It's really okay..."
"But how? How is this okay? I was being an asshole and got you drunk. And now I've done this to you."
"Luke, forget everything happened, okay? I'm so tired of this. I saw you started drinking again. I don't want to have to go through that again. And I can't be with you if you're going to be like that around the baby. Yes, I'm keeping it. But... Don't worry, you won't have to deal with any of this."
Luke didn't say anything, he just looked at Ashton with apologetic eyes.
"Luke, please. Let's just have a good time while we can. I don't want to break up with you, I just need some space. But right now, all I want is you. I love you, Luke." Ashton caresses his cheek.
"Okay, I love you too, you know."
"I'm glad you do."
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Ashton and Luke went back home and Ashton was in his room with his stuff on his bed. Luke had fallen asleep. (On the couch) It was a perfect time for Ashton to leave. Of course he would leave a note telling him he left.
He was trying to figure out what to do. Where could he possibly go? He looked around and saw a card laying on the desk.
He went over and picked it up.
He remembered Bryana told him to call of anything. Would they pick him up at this time? He hesitantly called the number and waited for an answer.
After a few seconds he heard a soft voice answer.
"Hello? This is Bryana speaking..."
"Oh, um, t-this is Ashton. I'm sure you don't know me but we met a couple days ago at a store."
"Um, are you the boy who was looking for pregnancy tests?" She answered.
"Yeah, that's me."
"Okay, so what happened?"
"I— I'm pregnant. I just really don't think it's a good idea to be living with my boyfriend and I have no where else to go."
"Okay, why is it not a good idea to be with your boyfriend? If you're comfortable with answering."
"It's okay. He's an alcoholic and he does a lot of bad things while he's drunk. He breaks things..."
"Oh my. Okay where do you live? Do you want me to pick you up right now? I just picked up another boy here. I can stop by.."
"Yes please.—"
Ashton told her his address and waited for her to arrive. He sighed and picked up the ultrasound pictures. He felt a small smile form on his face. He didn't know why, but he felt a bit happier.
15 minutes later, he saw car lights on the window. He looked outside and saw Bryana waiting for him.
He texted her and got his things together. He got one of his ultrasound pictures and taped it to the desk. He left a small note saying :
I love you Luke. I just need some time away right now. Don't worry, I'm in a safe place. Please just wait for me. I'll be back. xAshton took a deep breath and went into the living room. He saw Luke sleeping and went over to him. Ashton felt his heart ache as he kissed his forehead one last time. He whispered 'I love you' and got up.
He opened the door and went over to the car. He smiled and waved at Bryana and went in the back seat since someone was already in the front."Hello, Ashton." She greeted
"Hello."
"So, we're taking you to our shelter. Don't worry, everyone's nice. Well at least the girls that work there. If you have any problems with anyone, just let me know."
"Okay."
He looked out the window and listened to Bryana talk about was going to happen at the place. Ashton looked over at the boy in front. He had black hair and he looked like he wasn't having it. Obviously, he had to be pregnant too. He wanted to talk to him but he gave him a bad vibe.
Ashton just stayed quite and Waited for them to get to the shelter, or soon his new home.
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Hope // lashton mpreg
Fanfiction"Luke, I can't live like that again. You being an alcoholic, me constantly stressing out over you. I can't have my baby around you Luke, I'm sorry things turned out this way. But I love you, Luke." "I love you too, you know." "I'm glad you do."