You know the feeling of being alone? When you were expecting someone's presence, and you keep waiting for him but he never once showed up?... Well, that's what I'm feeling right now. It's been two days since I haven't seen Harry and I miss him dearly. He never call, text, or chat me, and that's worried me. He never even showed up on my doorstep or the window of my room, and to be honest it broke my heart into a million pieces... To think that maybe he regret something between the two of us.
He didn't attended school yesterday, until now. So I came up with the plan of pretending being sick and lucky for me, our principal let me leave the school for a day.
I walk through Harry's front porch, ready to ask him a thousands of questions in my mind. But when I knock on his front door, I received no response.
With a sigh, I just turn around and walk through my house where only across from his. I throw my bag and kick my shoes off, not bothering to change my clothes as I laid on my bed.
Where is he?
Maybe I should text him?
I opened my phone and look through my conctacts.
150 contacts.
Why did I have to have so many contacts, when I only texts 2 or 4 people?
I guess that's what being popular is...
I continued to scrolled down, finding the name of the person I need to talk to.. But when I found his name, and was about to hit the message icon I debated whether or not send him a message.
What if he didn't reply or just ignored me?
I was about to tap the icon again, when... I just decided to call the person that might help me...After the fourth ring, she finally answered. "It's better be important because if you'll just going to say you miss me I might rip all of your hair, even down there."
I rolled my eyes. "Hello to you too, Nathalie." I replied sarcastically. "I just need to talk to you."
She groaned. "Bitch. I'm with Niall. But lucky for you, he's just leaving now. I'll be there in fifteen minutes."
She hung up after that, and just like she promised, I heard our door bell rang after 15 minutes she ended the call.
As soon as I opened the front door, she immediately barge in, as if she owns the house and walk directly to the kitchen.
"So tell me what happen between you and Harry." She said as she open the fridge while I took a sit on the kitchen counter.
"How did you know it's about me and Harry?" I asked with a raise eyebrow, and I can practically sense that she rolled her eyes.
"Well, duh? Obviously, why would you call me if there's nothing going on between the two of you?" She shuts the fridge with a peanut butter in her hand, before getting a spoon in one of the cabinet. "And by the look on your face I guess he's been ignoring you." She guessed, as she sat at one of the stool.
"Aaaw. You know me so well. You really are my best friend." I said with a bit of sarcasm in my tone, making her rolled her hazel eyes.
"Bitch. I only agreed to came here because of your never ending food, now tell me what happen."
I groaned, and close my eyes for a second before opening it again only to see Nathalie's looking at me with serious expression.
"You're right, he's been ignoring me and I don't know why."
She smirked. "Is it because you guys accidentally slept with each other last Tuesday?"
I groaned for a second time not wanting to remember the look of regret on my best friend's face.
"Yeah." I breathed. "Wait? How did you know about that?" I asked with confused expression.
"Zayn told me." She said before eating a spoon of peanut butter.
One thing about Nathalie Rodriguez, she's still have the perfect curve of a body even she ate too many sweets and fatty foods.
"I wish I could just turn back the time so that it won't happen."
"Don't say that. Maybe it's a good thing that you slept together. Did you see his junior?" She said with a smug grin on her face.
I rolled my eyes. "Nath, even when we woke up naked together, I already seen his pennis multiple times before so nothing new about it."
"Except when he puts it in your buns." She smirked.
"Oh shut up!" I shushes her, but it only makes her laugh.
"Tell me, is he big? How many inches?"
Nathalie's questions were giving me a headache.
God I wanna rip all of her hair.
"I bet it's only 6 inches, close to being a tweety bird. Or maybe when it turn into an angry bird, it became 8-"
I cut her off.
"Would you stop talking about his bird already?"
"Maybe when he slap it to you, it's going to be a flappy bird!" We both heard a voice from the living room, making both of our heads snap to Liam who's looking at us with straight face.
Wait? Is he listening the whole time?
But in that moment, I don't care if he's listening, because Nathalie and I started laughing.
"Nice one Lee!" Nathalie said between her laugh.
I heard Liam groaned, not wanting anyone to call him 'Lee'"Okay, so did you have any communication with him after that one night stand?" Nathalie asked as soon as our laughs die.
"Yeah." I breathed. "We fixed everything between the two of us and forget everything that happen that night. But then, starting from Saturday at work, he never once showed up until now."
Nathalie's deep in thought for a second before she asked, "Is there something going on between him and Angel?"
Angel. Of course. Even she, wasn't showing around.
"Yeah I think so. I heard they had a fight since Saturday."
"Well, there's no problem between the two of you. It's between him and Angel. You just keep fitting yourself into him. Remember Heather, only in public bus you can force to fit yourself, but not to him."
And that makes my mouth parted. I don't know why, but I felt hatred in her words.
"Wha-... What are you trying to say?"
She noticed my reaction making her eyes widen.
"Oh- wait... Look Heather..." She sigh. "I didn't mean to offend you, but what if Harry never really likes you the way you like him? You need a reality check. You don't need to follow him around anywhere he go because he might leave you being stupid and alone... He's happy with that bitch, just let him be. If you're not happy with that, find another one who will make you happy."
"I don't need a boyfriend." I bluntly said.
"I didn't said you need a boy friend, I said find some one who will make you happy."
But he's the only one who makes me happy. And as much as I hate to admit it, Nathalie's right... I need a reality check.
"I don't know Nathalie." I sigh.
"It's either, you're going to confess your true feelings to him, or you're going to let him go... Your choice."
I sigh. I can't let him go! God knows it's a miracle to happen! But either way, I can't tell him my feelings. Not now at least...
"It's complicated, isn't it?" Nathalie's voice snap me out of my thought.
"What?" I asked, with furrowed brow.
"Being Friendzoned?"
"Friendzoned?"
"Yeah, you know? One's falling in love while the other wants nothing but friendship? Ever heard of that before?"
I shook my head. "I thought the meaning of frienzone is a zone of friends? A friend of one, is a friends of another?"
She sigh. "That's facebook." She gave me a 'duh' look. "The meaning of friend zone is the situation you were facing in."
I groaned. "Well, if that the case, I hate Friendzone."
"Just don't built false hope, and expect too much... Because it may lead you to nothing and heartbroken."----------------------------------------------
AN: Who doesn't love Nathalie?
This Chapter was dedicated to my friend because she had the same personality as Nathalie. The way they're giving advice is like their making you realize the truth or enlighten you...
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Friendzone (Harry Styles Fanfiction)
FanfictionOne of the saddest thing that could happen, is when one falls in love, while the other wants nothing but friendship. What would you do if you've been challenge into a game, called Friend zone?