Friendzone (Harry Styles Fanfiction)

Chapter 20: Discovered

Brad and I had been dating for two weeks now, after we confessed our true feelings to each other. He's still cocky, but much sweeter this time. We never had a time to see each other this week because he had gigs to attend to, at the outside of the town. And I understand if he doesn't have time for me... His career was still important for him. Harry has been quiet since. He just drove me to school everyday and made an awkward talk. I knew he wasn't fond of my relationship with Brad but he's still my best friend. Yes, best friend. Ever since I started a relationship with Brad my feelings for him came to a blur. As if we were just meant to be best friends in the first place. I know he didn't like Brad, and that's the reason why is he acting weird, so I have to talk to him  about it. It was Saturday, so we didn't have school. I decided to go to his house after lunch. When I knocked on his front door, I was greeted by Anne which is expected because I knew he was trying a good job to avoid me.
"Hey Heather! You wanna come in?" She opened the door wider and step aside.
"Uh. I was looking for Harry actually."
"Oh. He's not here. He just left a while ago."
I don't know if she's telling the truth because I'm having a doubt that Harry's just upstairs, in his room
"Do you know where did he go?"
"Oh yes. He said he was going to meet his friend named Zack? I think."
"You mean Zayn?"
"Oh yeah. Zayn."
Zayn of course. "Okay thanks Anne."
I walk away from his house and went to the skateboarding park, where I usually meet Zayn. And sure enough, I saw both of them sitting with their backs facing  me. I was about to approached them, when something Zayn said making me stop.
"She's happy man. Shouldn't you be happy?"
Harry sighs. "I know. But I don't trust that Brad guy. I heard he's a player."
Why is Harry telling his problem to Zayn? Shouldn't I be the one who's doing that? I mean, I told my problems to Zayn too. And that's when everything sink in. Zayn sometimes acting weird because Harry was telling him his secret and that he almost blurt it out on me every time we had conversation about me and Harry, and that's the reason why he suddenly walk away without another word. And I assumed, he's telling Harry all of my secrets about him. And maybe, Harry already knew! Oh my God I'm going to break his balls! I'm going to kill you Zayn Javadd Malik!
"She's my best friend and I knew that's we're all ever be... But I just can't help but to feel jealous."
Okay, maybe Zayn didn't told him. Now I felt guilty for doubting Zayn. I already killing him in my mind.
Wait? Did Harry just said, he was jealous?
"Hmmm. I understand man." Zayn patted his back.
Okay this is so confusing. He was jealous of Brad? Isn't that mean he had the same feelings too? And why is Zayn knew about this? Why isn't he telling me about this?
Wait? What if that's the reason why they all pushing me to confess my true feelings about him? Because there would be no problem at all. And the truth is, he likes me, the way I like him!
"So are you going to tell her?" Zayn asked.
"I don't know. I don't think she's ready. Now that guy came to picture."
So he's just coward to say it to my face. And it's going to be more difficult for him now that I already have Brad. But what confused me, is why did he have to built a relationship with  Angel when he could easily have me?
"I don't think she's the one who isn't ready. You blew this up man. Now stop being a pussy and deal with it already."
Oh Zayn. You're such a great friend.
Harry run his hand through his hair. "I know okay! I just... I just think she would never like me!"
"What? And why is that? You don't even know what's going to happen if you tell her."
"Yeah I know that! But she rejected me once, remember?"
"Well that was long ago! You never know!"
Oh my God! Is he referring to our kiss in the park! Now I regretted rejecting his kiss! If I didn't do that, none of this wouldn't happened. But I can't blame myself, I'm too young in that time!
"No Zayn. Maybe I should give up. Maybe we weren't really meant to be."
Meant to be. He believes in it too? He was hoping that we were meant to be! I don't think I'm ready to face him right now. Not after hearing those words he just said. I have to stay away from him. And that's what I do. I run away from the park. I need help. Maybe Nathalie could give me an advice. I run through her house and I have to catch my breath when I'm standing at their front porch. I was about to walk through their house, when I spotted a familiar person through the window. It's Justin, and he's kissing someone on the couch. I look closer and my eyes widen when I realize it was Angel. I gasped at the new found discovery. This is too much! Too much for one day! I can't take the scene so I just run away and go back to my own house and lock myself in my room.
Justin? So all this time, the girl he was telling me that he had a secret relationship was Angel? He's doing this behind Harry's back? And that motherfucker slut! Ugh! I'm going to kill her! I'm going to make sure I ripped every single strands of her beautiful hair!
Too much discover for one day. It's just too much...

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