Friendzone (Harry Styles Fanfiction)

Chapter 26: Maybe

I woke up by someone's shaking me, making me groan and as soon as I opened my eyes, I was greeted by a pair of green ones.
"Hey uh... Do you know how I got here last night?" He asked and scratch the back of his neck.
"You don't remember?" I sit up on the ground where I was lying, and now I realize that I'm lying on a mattress on the floor. Zayn must've set this up last night before he left. The last thing I remember was I'm crying so hard that I fall asleep in his arm. He must've left after that.
"I'm drunk I guess." So he don't remember. He don't remember he got punched by my almost ex boyfriend and he kissed me by surprise. He must be really drunk last night.
"Wait? Why'd you drunk last night?" I asked with raised eyebrow. I don't know why, but he got nervous before answering my question.
"Um... My cousin's threw a party in his house."
I was about to push him why he chose to go to party than school, but I just nodded and stood up. My back hurts because of the cold surface I was lying on. But I will choose to lay there than sleeping next to Harry.
"My jaw hurts!" Harry complain, and that made my eyes widen. There's still a bruise left on his face where Brad hit him.
"Do you know what happen?" He asked. Of course I wouldn't tell him the truth so...
"You fell when I carry you here and you must hit your jaw to the stairs very hard so it left a little bruise." Yes, I lied. But what am I supposed to do? Tell him that he suddenly kissed me in his drunken state and he got hit by Brad? I don't know why, but my gut says, it's the right thing to do.
He nodded. "By the way, can I ask you why did you sleep on the floor?"
I shrugged my shoulder. "You basically owning my whole bed last night so I just sleep on the floor."
I lied too much today. I hope Brad never make up his mind now... I didn't know if we were already broke up but, I just wish we didn't. He already became part of my life and I don't want to lose him. He did say that I should leave him alone for a week to think, so I guess that's the least favor that I could do.
"I gotta go. Angel just texted me. Bye!" Yeah go to your slutty girl friend!
I gave him a fake smile and nodded. He planted a kiss on my forehead before he walks out of my room.

I decided to take a run to make up my mind. I just needed to get away from everything. My anxiety about being officially break up with Brad, Harry's mutual feelings about me, and Angel's cheating with Justin. It just too much to take, so I jog around a few rounds around the park. Nathalie said, it helps to clear the stress. I put my head phones on and run where my feet could take me while listening to the song, One Night by Matthew Koma. I'm starting to like this song and I played it multiple times today. When my feet got tired, I take a sit on the nearest bench and rest for a while. By the time the song was finished, the song You Belong With Me by Taylor Swift comes play next. I huffed and hit the next song. Tear drops on my guitar. Seriously? I angrily hit the next song again, and I just put it in silent when the Stone Cold by Demi Lovato was played next. I think this day just rubbing it to my face that I've been friendzone. I saw the clouds were about to turning to gray, so I stood up from the bench and walk to get home. But to my luck,the rain starting to pour the street. Great. I just had the nicest day.
I stop to the cafe where I used to work, since I don't want my clothes to get soak. But I regretted it, because I saw Angel and Justin having a date through the glass window. So I just continued to walk to get home, not bothering about this damn rain. I'm feeling guilty for not telling this to Harry. I'm such a horrible friend. And also, a horrible girl friend for Brad for having a feelings with my best friend. I just don't know what to do! Maybe I should just take Zayn's advice? Maybe nothing could go wrong right? Or maybe, nothing could go wrong after all, if I just tell Harry sooner than later. Oh My God! I'm so stupid! Zayn was right, I should've tell Harry the truth, not just about my feelings, but Angel as well. He wouldn't doubt me and he will always believe me because I'm his best friend. But what will happen after I tell him about my real feelings? After all, I did lied to him. But he did felt the same way. But what would I do with Brad? I can't take Zayn's advice about forgetting about him. He makes me happy, and he makes me strong in my vulnerable state. It would be unfair if I would just break up with him. But I never had feelings for him the way I had with Harry. This is all too much. I should stop thinking about these thoughts for a while.
By the time I get home, my clothes were already soak. I just came to my room and change my clothes. I jump on my bed and I heard my phone's notification ringtone, making me snatch it from the nightstand, and the screen flashed a notification from my messenger.
Nandos 👌: Party at my house?

Wow. Niall throw a lot of party this week. Maybe I should go. After all, it may help me escape from these madness thoughts and maybe keeping a lot of company would help me to occupy my mind.

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I'm sorry for taking so long to update, because I'm too busy preparing for my senior year, and I wouldn't be available to update this story till next week. But I'll try my best. I'm sorry if this chapter is boring, I'm actually kinda lack of English word today. I know it's weird, but if you're a Filipino, you would understand...
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