Friendzone (Harry Styles Fanfiction)

Chapter 13: Fool's Gold

Everything seems back to normal. After our drama session yesterday, we hang out to the park and eat ice cream just like we usually do. Brad and I were still texting, but not all the time, since I'm busy with Harry and he's busy with his gig. I totally forget everything that Nathalie told me, but there's still one thing that never leave my head.
It's either, you're going to confess your true feelings to him, or you're going to let him go... Your choice.
I can't let him go, because God knows how hard for me to try it, so I'm going to do the other option. I'm going to tell him, and now's the perfect time, since he invited me to go to his house because he said, he wanted to tell me something. I'm going to confess him now.
But the question is, can I do it?
Of course you can. There's no other way around.
But if you were such a pussy, you might just wanna like to let him go.
No... I'm not a pussy, and I won't let him go.
But how would he react after I confess it to him? Would he reject me?
This is so fucking confusing! But either way, I can't keep this feeling by myself anymore, or else, myself conscience will eat me alive. So here it goes. It's now or never.
Taking a deep breath, I walk out of our house and walk directly to Harry's house. I knock on his front door and soon opened by Anne.
"Oh hey Heather! Come on in!" She greeted with the biggest welcoming smile on her face, making me return the gesture and let myself in.
"Hi Anne. Is Harry's upstairs." I asked as she shut the front door.
"Yeah. I think he's already waiting for you."
I nodded and made my way upstairs. When I open the door of his room, I see him just about to put his shirt but stop when he saw me. A grin spread on his face when he notice me, and I can't help to look at his torso and admire his abs. 
Wow. He really did change.
Now that I notice that he's body was no longer the skinny teenage boy's body but a more muscular man. And did I also notice that he's hair got a little longer?
Damn, he's hot.
"Hey pat." His voice snap me out of thought making me tear my eyes away from his beautiful body and look at him in the eyes.
"H-hey... Haz." I said and watch him put his shirt. Now he look hotter in that white shirt on. I can see his abs through that white thin material.
"You know you can come in right?" His voice save me from my thought for the second times.
"O-oh y-yeah... I know that... I know" I stuttered with a nervous laugh and let myself in his room.
Nice one Heather.
"Are you okay?" He asked with confusion written on his face making me gulp down my nervousness, and nodded. He lay down on his bed and I doing the same. He holds my hand and laced his fingers with mine.
Shouldn't be this gesture is for couples only?
Well, it isn't that I mind it anyway, we always did this since when we were a little, but I can't help to feel something weird inside my belly.
"Harry?" I speak up after a few minutes of silence, because I can see that he's deep in thoughts and not ready for what ever he's gonna tell me. Might as well tell him first...
He hummed in response.
"There's something I need to tell you." I told and that get his attention and look at me with wide eyes.
"There's something I need to tell you too, and I think you might not gonna like it." He said and sit up on the bed, and me, doing the same. I wanted to tell him that mine is more important, but I let him continue anyway.
He sighed and scratched the back of his neck as he avoided eye contact with me.
"Um... it's about uh... Angel."
"What about her?" There's a hint of angered through my voice as her name spit out of his mouth.
Please tell it's not what I think. Don't be stupid Harry. Don't be-
"We-... We're getting back together."
And that makes my mouth parted.
Wow. He's really stupid... He's such a fool for making that decision.
"W-what?!" My voice got higher as my facial expression turned to anger.
"What the fuck do you mean 'we're getting back together'? Are you fucking stupid?!"
God, I'm so furious right now! I think I wanna smash his head against the wall, until he realize how much of a fool he was.
"Woah, chill out Pat-"
"Don't call me that Harold!" I spat and stood up with bawled fist. "Are you lost your goddamn mind? She cheated on you! And you're still getting back to her?!"
"I know it's a stupid thing to do Heather, but please let me explain first!" He raised his voice also and stood up. Now I felt a little small because of his height, but that didn't intimidate me as I crossed my arms over my chest.
"We're just going to have a physical relationship. Nothing more. No feelings and any affectionate that a couples would do."
Is he fucking serious? He's really that desperate for sex that he wanted to getting back with that slut?
"So you're telling me that, you just wanna shag her so that you wanna built up your relationship with her again?"
"Yeah" he shrugged as if it's nothing.
I scoffed "That's disgusting."
"Yeah I know..." he looked down and sigh. "But I can't take everything back now..."
I scoffed for the second time. "Of course you can. You can just tell her that you don't want to deal with her shit anymore."
"It's not her deal, it's mine. I'm the one who deal with her, so it's my shit." He sigh. "Heather please... I know it's a stupid thing to do... but I promised you, I will be careful with this."
I rolled my eyes and lay down on his bed. "Yeah what ever." I spat and stared at the ceiling.
How can he be so stupid? And to think that he just wanna shag that slut making me feel disgusted for him.
"Don't be mad at me Pat..."
He lay down beside me and look at me straight in the eyes as I turned to face him.
Those green eyes that I will never resist.
"Fine. I'm not mad at you" and that makes him smiled. He wrapped his arm around my waist and buried my face against his chest.
"I can stand it when you're mad at me." He said and kiss the top of my head.
"I'm only mad at you when you were stupid."
"I know... But I promised you that this is the last time I'm going to be stupid."
I sigh and didn't say anything. Just letting his scent invaded my nostril.
"What are you going to tell me anyway?"
I sigh. "Nothing... Just forget about it. It's not that important."
Thankfully, he didn't asked it anymore. I don't think I'm ready to tell him after what he just confessed to me.
I just let my eyes close and let myself fall asleep in his arms.

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I know both of the characters are stupid but just stick with me... Everything happened for a reason.