Friendzone (Harry Styles Fanfiction)

The Background of the Story

This is just a quick announcement, I just wanna let all you know that I will publish a lot of story this year, so better stay tuned to check them out. Also, please check out my other story Sketch, it's an amazing story about a country girl and foreign new British student. Well, you all know who's the foreign British student... Haha. A huge thank you for all the people who keep reading and voting for this story, and please notify your friends if they ever got interested in my stories too.

Finally, I just wanna share the background of this story. This is my inspiration from my real life story, and I know it sounds too cliché... But I got a long time childhood best friend who I fall in love with when we reach our teenage years. Well, there is no exactly sign that he likes me too, but I liked him a lot. All of our friends know my real feelings for him. I always dreamt that we would be marry someday and live happily ever after, but I guess you can't bring a fairy tale in real life. I kept it for a very long time, and it makes me feel sad that I have to avoid him in able to get away with my feelings because I don't want to get hurt. I also got jealous when I saw him dated some random girls. I felt guilty for not telling him my problems when he was supposed to be the first person who should know it. When I had enough, I finally confessed it to him... I told him I'm in love with him for a very long time, and I'm afraid that he would laugh at me.. And guess what?  He's first reaction wasn't what I expected. He asked me "why would I laugh at you?  I'm not crazy." And he knew it all along. He just let me avoid him because he understand and he almost feel it too. But not almost the same as mine. In the end, we realized that it just our hormones that controlling our feelings and we were both still young and stupid. He told me that he don't want to hurt me, because once he entered a relationship, he cannot resist to hurt his partner. And that's the last thing he wanted to do with me. I'm still glad that I met him even though he's the first one who broke my heart, and now, I thanked him because he changed me for the better. At least now I know my mistakes. We're not closed now as we were before. We're still having a proper conversation, but not the same old greetings like "Hey yo'!  Ugly face!  What's up?! " it was more like hi's and hello's. Sometimes I envied my brother because he hangout a lot more with him than me. It should be me. I missed the way we were before. Before I confessed my feelings. Every time he would go to my house, I expect him to ask where I am, but instead he was looking for my brother. So everything didn't end well. But who knew I still have a lot of journey in my life, since I'm still 17 years old. And my advise for all of you who almost want to gave up because of love, well... Life must go on, and you shouldn't be bothered about a person who would leave you. They are not worth it. Count the number of days that you are having while you're still alive, and somehow you will came to the conclusion that there's a lot of things out there that you don't wanna miss. I know this not seem the most beautiful story you ever read, because I'm not like any other author out there who can follow Shakespeare's foot steps, but I tried to be an awesome one. Haha. Thank you all and I love you.
Final good bye and see you in my next story.