All of My Heart (Kellin Quinn fanfic)

chapter two

the day passed slowly. we were thankful for the break day, driving from one venue to the next. but we also went a little stir-crazy in the tour bus.
we mostly layed around and watched tv. the guys started drinking too early and I got irritated.
but touring with the band means no bitching. so, I layed in my bunk with the sunshine from a tiny window and got lost in a good book. the loud voices and laughter coming from the other rooms was quickly drowned out with my favorite playlist.
before I knew it we were in Colorado, at the venue for the next show.
We all went out on the town, but separated eventually.
Kellin & I headed for a little Vegan place. it was small and homey feeling. since we're both vegetarians we figured it'd be fun.

"I'll get a veggie-burger with just mustard and fries. and Pepsi"

I smiled at the beautiful, tall, blonde waitress.
kellin wrinkled his nose at me.

"same for me, but coke."

he mumbled, never glancing at her.
little things like these made me thankful... out of all the girls he could have, Kellin Quinn Bostwick, singer of SWS, he chose me.... I smiled as I went back to the day we got engaged.

*flash back*

"babe?"

"yeah I'm in here!"

I called from the kitchen of his huge, beautiful home.
I finished cutting up the zucchini and tossed it in with the bell peppers, and onions for our veggie stir-fry.
he came up behind me and held me closely. his minty breath sent shivers down my spine as he whispered in my ear,

"you know I could really get used to this."

"what's that?" I asked smiling

"having the love of my life with me, in this house, 24/7."

I turned around, shocked.

"are you asking me to move in?"

I asked, eyes wide.

"yes..... permanently..."

he said slowly, staring into my eyes intently, as though he was searching my soul.

"I'm asking you to be my wife."

tears poured from my eyes, as he slowly got down on his right knee, and pulled out the biggest, most beautiful engagement ring I had ever seen.

"Kayla we've been together for over 2 years now, and every second of it has been the best time of my life. you're the only girl I've ever met who could handle this lifestyle, with the fans, the tours, and the publicity. you've always kept me wanting to see and experience more of you, and no matter how long were together it wont ever be long enough. even when were fighting it kills me to spend time away from you. i want to live in this house with you, and have children with you, and tell our grandchildren bedtime stories on the back porch. you've stood strong and held my hand the whole way, which is why I want to hold your hand for the rest of my life."

his bottom lip quivered and his eyes filled with tears.

"you've always been the one, kellin. of course I'll marry you."

I smiled from ear to ear and bent down to kiss him as he slid my ring on.

*flashback ended*

"babe?"

Kellin asked, pulling me out of my memories. I realized I had been staring at my engagement ring.

"oh sorry kel, I was thinking about something."

"what?"

his smiled brightened the room.

"the love of my life."

I smiled back and we kissed over the table. it was long and sweet and filled with passion.
we must've been kissing for a while, because the waitress cleared her throat at us. she seemed to be struggling with the plates and cups she was carrying. I blushed and apologized to her.
the food was great, and we walked back to the bus talking and laughing and smiling.
-------x-------
the next day, I woke up to reporters, interviewers, and a few fans knocking on our windows and doors.

"oh. my. fucking. god."

I groaned. I pushed kellin away from me roughly before I got up and stomped around angrily, closing all the blinds.
I wrapped myself up around him as I climbed back into bed. his chin comfortably rested on the top of my head.

"I'm sorry."

I whispered, snuggling into his chest.

"I understand baby. they get ridiculous sometimes."

he kissed the top of my head and smiled down at me.

"dude we won't be able to go outside for a few hours." Jesse said, hanging upside down & peeping his head in at the side of our curtain.

I groaned internally and got up to start some breakfast.
I made everyone eggs, toast, and bacon(for the carnivores).
we were laughing and talking over our meal, when suddenly I felt a sharp pain, and an overwhelming feeling of nausea.
I barely made it to the bathroom before puking everything up. I heard kellin knocking on the door, and asking repeatedly if I was okay.

"I'm fine. but I'm not letting you in here." I said weakly, resting my head on the side of the tub.

he forced the door open against my protest, and helped me up. I burst into a waterfall of tears and he just hugged me for a few minutes, not quite understanding.
I didn't really understand either. I just needed to cry.

"babe, are you okay? what's going on?"

he looked worried as he held my head up with both hands, searching my red, swollen eyes for some explanation.

"yeah, yeah I'm fine. I just need to brush my teeth and I'll be out soon." I said quickly, wiping my eyes.

"are you sure?" I don't really want to leave you."

"yes kellin. please. just one minute." I said before squeezing him tightly for assurance.

he kissed my forehead and closed the door gently behind him.
as I stood slashing cold water on my face I could hear the guys talking.

"she okay dude?" Jesse asked.

"I don't really know... she got sick and then she just started crying like I don't even know."

"yeah we heard her crying." gabe said quietly, with concern layered thick in his voice.

"I hope she doesn't get us all sick!"

jack purposely called loud enough for me to hear. I rolled my eyes. he's an asshole.

"dude not the time." kellin said sternly.

I rinsed my mouth with listerine and took a deep breath before opening the door.
Jesse walked over and hugged me tightly.

"you okay sis?"

I smiled and fought tears that immediately threatened to pour down my face.

"yeah.. just sleepy." I whispered.

he rubbed my back gently, and kissed my forehead. Justin handed me a couple Advil. I smiled gratefully before swallowing the medication.

"hello?.... oh yeah, yeah its Kellin.... yeah i can hear you fine... uh-uh..... an interview plus a magazine cover? that sounds rad dude."

I heard Kellin on the phone, so
I went to bed and quickly started dozing off.
before long I felt Kellin's warm body slide in behind mine. the warmth of our bare skin touching was immediately comforting as he wrapped his arm around me. he kissed my shoulder blade gently, and I smiled as I drifted off again.