you tell me about your past
you tell me about all of your
haunting stories, bad decisions,
heartbreak, and near death
experiences
i remember when you told me
that you enjoyed doing drugs,
i told you how much i hated
them
i remember when you told me
about how you drank so much
than you almost died, just so
you could forget a painful
memory
i remember when you told me
that the girl you dated before
me, the girl that you loved for
nine months, broke your heart
i also remember when you told
me that you're a terrible human
being, but I don't believe that
if you were such a terrible
person you wouldn't have
stopped doing drugs when
we started dating, you wouldn't
have quit drinking
if you were such a terrible
person you wouldn't have held
me at my most vulnerable time,
you wouldn't have told me i was
beautiful when i hated myself
and maybe im just blinded by
your crystal blue eyes, and
maybe you are a terrible person
and if this is true, so is everyone
else
YOU ARE READING
Agoraphobia
Poetry"i hope to god that body is stronger than my mentality because if it isnt i am bound to collapse and break at any moment."
