i should have never
let you love me
i should have never
let myself fall this hard
i should have never
cried that night over you
fuck, i shouldnt be
crying right now
i shouldnt even be
alive right now
i should have never
believed that you would
get better
i should have ran
the first time you lied
i should have known
that you would cause
me nothing but pain
but i do love you so
fucking much
and i don't think i could
ever leave you but i know
i should
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Agoraphobia
Poetry"i hope to god that body is stronger than my mentality because if it isnt i am bound to collapse and break at any moment."
