So the story continues....Soon Sam and Bhagyesh came to know about my crush on Shivansh and........
Something which I guess no one ever knows till now...... Me and Rutz had figured out that Bhagyesh was kind of having a crush on me! I asked him one day about his relationship status and he was like he never had crush on any girl and I was like OMG! This guy is hard to convince, I mean how can someone not have crush on any girl till 9th!!!!! Sudhra hua bachcha (As if, you idiot? XP XP)
It was a mere guess......And then, Rutz and Sam happened, all this started with a prank where I told Sam that Rutz is going to propose him and then I came to know that he likes her and then begun my planning and together with my sweetheart's support, Sam and Rutz were officially together from 5th May 2015. And as days passed my fondness for Shivansh grew stronger....But what happened now was....Rutz and Sam were together so me and Bhagyesh had to meet and they were the reason... so they were a team and eventually we both had to become one and his liking turned into love soon, his "first" love! ME!!! I didn't come to know that before 11th July and that too after so much of mehnat to know his crush and I was like mai teri setting karaungi, tu naam bol, suar ne mujhe ek ghante ghumaya and then finally he proposed me, but, but , but a twist in the tale....I had already proposed Shivansh in June and of course I became depressed after it, I started loving Nikki even more so Bhagyesh bechara had to remain single...At first I didn't even believe it was "love" I thought it's a mere crush that's too ordinary a thing....A feeling deep inside me said its not the time and I loved Nikki too so.....He became sad too and trust me on this, I never felt so bad after saying a no to any boy as I felt this time.
I couldn't even say it to his face! I told Rutz and Sam to tell it to him. He called me after that and I asked him if he was okay but I knew he wouldn't be....... Because by this time we both knew each other well and were damn comfortable with each other!!
No one except Rutz knew the real truth of mine and Nikki's love, but I felt so bad for Bhagyesh that after he proposed me I told Sam and him, both the story of Nikki and I remember that exact moment! We were near A Block and while I was explaining to them, tears started rolling down my face, Bhagyesh couldn't see me cry, I told him the story so maybe it helps him move on but after that his affection grew even stronger! Both these stupids of mine were on a mission, a mission for my happiness and I have no amount of gratitude that will ever thank them for what they did to me. But I didn't know they wanted my happiness. Bhagyesh didn't move on but instead, one thing that Sam told me once which I think I can never forget- He told that Bhagyesh told him that use bas mere life se ye dukh nikaalna hai, use Nikki ki jagah nahi leni par bas khushi deni hai mujhe, kabhi rone nahi dena humesha khush rakhna hai. I didn't believe it all at first because I'm stubborn and I thought that no one in the world can ever love me like I love Nikki, it was like a competition to me!
There isn't any competition in love they say....Maybe that wasn't even love or maybe it was...But if someone says that love happens once then I'd give up my 3 years of love with Nikki and accept Bhagyesh as my first love because it is this time that I'm happy when he is, it is this time that even as little as deed as talking to him mesmerises me, it is this time...that I totally, completely and seriously am in love!
Remember this?
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This was your profile picture after you proposed me...And remember this?
"Head up, Stay strong, Fake a smile, Move on"
This is what I hade kept my status...Really wanted you idiot to move on....
