When Life Sends You an Angel

Shattered dreams and promises

Things began worsening soon.....I came to know that he was shifting to Udaipur on 2nd April, I called him at 2 AM and he confirmed the news, we had a long talk.......Those talks at night were amazing, so much so that I started blindly trusting you, but the next day itself I came to know that you broke my promise....I was so completely shattered that time....How could you? Two completely different sides of you I saw that very day-3rd April 2016! That was it and all this eventually led me to plan to breakup with you for the final time when we meet on 8th, this was perhaps the boldest step I could ever take, it was actually putting all my life on stake! But after realising you broke my promise I couldn't hold it in and when we met on 15th you didn't have the slightest idea I was gonna do it and honestly I just couldn't tell it to you face to face so I showed you a chat with Sam and it was all over but you know what? The worst part was yet to come...........You gave up, without even trying for a moment, even a bird flutters to live before dying but I guess it was me who was killing you so you gave me up, I started crying that very moment because it felt that all these 3 months I was kept in the dark you didn't actually love me.....It was eating me up and all April was spent crying, trying to get over you and I cursed you so so much! Blocked you but it bothered me every single day, how couldn't it? You were my first love, my first boyfriend, my first EVERYTHING! I had literally forgotten about myself and only thought about you, the possibility of us being apart seemed like a dream to me, all those picturing the future and the promises and the "forever" that we promised hurt me more than you not trying to make up. We met on 15th for your farewell and I cried so much that day, seeing you for the last time!!!! It was like stabbing your own self with a thousand knives, seeing the person you love the most, the one you wanna stay with forever and ever and the one who's the reason you're living life hurts more than a breakup trust me!

He proposed me on knees on 15th and I just don't understand why I denied, I mean I can't but I did, maybe the pain of a broken promise took over love and I realised afterwards that I'm gonna regret it all my life so the next day I decided I'll propose you on 20th when we'll meet for the last time and I did propose you on knees and the worst thing happened, you denied! I was so so fucking filled with hatred for you after that I just can't explain cuz just 5 days back you propose me and now you denied! Was all that fake? I just wanted to forget you so I took out all my hatred on my blog and people thought it was a bit too much but actually those were my feelings that time....

This is what the blog read:

"So yes, we ended......

And I couldn't be happier than this!

Finally realising you're not with the wrong person anymore is a blessing...

And you know what I just realised? This relationship was a delusion.... You weren't any "love" to me... You were mere infatuation! It was the first time I mistook it.... If I really loved you I wouldn't hate you the way I do now.... Neither was I any "love" to you..... Acting skills- 100/100 (Probably the only thing in which you'll get such a high score)

I don't think you'll read this just like all the other blogs so this seems the best place to pour out my emotions....

REVENGE? Oh goodness how could I forget about my revenge? But wait...... Why do I waste my time and energy on someone unworthy of a penny from me? I'm just gonna sit back and let karma fuck you up!

I ain't deleting any of our memories too, Cuz you need to have an example of your mistakes in order to not repeat them again....

I don't even wish you regret this all your life cuz I don't want myself going past a poopy head ..... And let me be real with you.... It took me time to get over you because how can I? When everytime I go out I see things like garbage cans and dog's shit which remind me so much of you!!

And I got some good news: Every 7 years our skin cells completely regenerate themselves! How great it is to know that one day I'll have a body you will have never touched!

My life's been heaven since you left.... At least better than before.... And let me prove it by some maths... Probably you won't understand this too!

Bitchy life - A motherfucker= Happy, carefree and I don't give a fuck attitude!

Not seeing a dumbfuck like you everyday refreshes me so damn much!!! Now c'mon too much taareef done.... No more wasting of my precious writing skills on a sleaze like you....

But yes, I just hope you get what you deserve!

BTW I just realised we turned typical Ex's!!! But let me tell you the difference b/w us and typical Ex's..... They wish the worst for each other.... But you know I'm a kind hearted girl.... I just wish you live a happy life....... But when you die...You'll be fed to rotten mites! And I guess it'll be even better if I get to see you that way..... IDFC you left me or I left you.... Just the fact that a douchebag like you is no more a part of my life makes me feel so much better.....

And last but not the least..... FUCK YOU ASSHOLE!!!

P. S- I don't think the time's far enough when we Google slangs and "Bhagyesh" is the top result....

And why did I give you so much bhaav? Cuz you know.... Being the ruthless bitch I am.... I had to show off my English slang vocab so you seemed just the right person! (Probably the last piece of my precious writing I'm wasting on you.... Good Bye!)"

By this time you'd already bid adieu to Ahmedabad.....

Was this our end?