When Life Sends You an Angel

The first love betrayal!

All November I didn't talk to my stupido......I started hating him a hell lot so much so that just taking his name spoilt my day totally! Seeing him laugh became the worst sight of mine...And once I told Rutz about it so she said something which I can never forget....."Jisne tujhe hasna sikhaya usi ki hasi se nafrat karti hai tu!" Seriously! Is pagal ne mujhe hasna sikhaya tha! I never was this free minded girl before him, he gave me happiness unmatched to ever before! But now nothing was left....He was gone and I too hated him, I never hoped that he ever comes back in my life again!

But how will the story progress if the villain doesn't have a come back? All November I had to settle down and accept a life without him, it took time, courage and tons of tear shed but yes it did happen. Now a text from him or seeing him didn't bother me-such was my hatred....Why do I let him mean so much that seeing him spoils my day, if that happened that means I still care....I didn't care anymore and in December we started talking as usual, though I was the most disinterested person to talk to him...

We had to go to Mumbai on 5th December so nothing else could ever bring greater joy to me than that! Seeing my Nikki after 3 years when all I've ever done in these years is spend every moment thinking about him, I was celebrating happy December. I was more than excited to go to Mumbai! My story was going to be completed it seemed.....

I went to my school in Mumbai to meet Nikki, I can't tell you the euphoria I felt seeing him after 3 years! I went to him and patted on his back, he knew I was going to come to Mumbai and a friend of him was even going to bring him to meet me but his reaction when I went to him was beyond imagination! "Unexpected" would be understating it. He looked at me for a few seconds or maybe he didn't even pass a glare and turned back to his friends as if I was unknown to him! I got stunned but then thought he didn't recognise me so I said that I'm Vartika but he still ignored me!!! I wouldn't even ignore a beggar like he ignored me! I knew that he recognised me at the very first stance but I guess a bit too much of attitude he had got, he wasn't the same old Nikki who used to run after me like idiots and call me names and trouble me all day....He had changed and the change was too bad to be even called "bad"! I just loved him for the person he was, for that nature of his' but it no longer existed....People told me that he takes my name almost every two days but his behaviour didn't show so...I was more than broken that day! Three year wait for a piece of ignorance and arrogance! WOW! I wasn't really in a mood to do anything that day, how could I be? I was busy messing up already screwed up life! First time ever in all these years did I ever question myself that day- Do I still love Nikki? The answer for which still remained a yes but I kept questioning myself until I was left in the middle of nowhere..........