a cosmic wonderland of lust

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The train ride home was nice. Phil held my hand the whole time, gently running his thumb over mine. By the time we got back to Phil's flat, Dodie was asleep on Phil's bed. I heard him chuckle as he covered her up and took off her glasses, setting them on the floor next to the bed.

"I should be heading home then.." I said, kissing Phil's cheek. He nodded, asking if I needed a ride, which I obviously did.

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"Goodnight." Phil said for the third time as he kissed me for the tenth. We had been here longer than normal people would've. Kissing and saying goodnight and kissing more. It felt like a blissful eternity.

Our moment was abruptly halted when there was a tap from inside on the window. It was my mom. "You know, Dan, your boyfriend can stay here if he likes." Phil immediately accepted the offer and rushed us inside and up to my room, quickly thanking my mom as he pulled me down the hallway of the small one-story house.

He shut my door behind us and pressed his mouth against mine again. I felt my heartbeat quicken as he rested his hands on my hips. He pulled away from me, smiling and kissing my forehead. "Dods'll worry. I really shouldn't stay."

The kisses didn't stop.

"Really, I should leave."

He kept kissing me

"Okay fine, if you insist." He smiled and continued to kiss me, not acknowledging the fact that I haven't said anything. Not that I minded.

The kisses got rougher as he pressed me against my dresser, tugging at my jumper and biting my lip gently.

"Ph-Phil. Don't you think we're moving a bit-fuck, a bit t-too quick?" I stuttered out as he kissed and nibbled my neck. He pulled away and gave me a confused look. "Too fast? Didn't you suck me off last night?"

I laughed shyly. "Well, yeah. But you're my boyfriend now. I want us to last." He smiled. "Me too. Okay, I'll stop."

He grabbed me and fell onto my bed with me in his arms, and at that moment I couldn't have been more comfortable.

a/n

y'all check out my new dodie fic called lemongrass and sleep thx

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