Male or Female? Mweiki's story~ a Ouran High School Host Club fanfiction~

Chapter three: The Vanity

It's been a long day, and just the twins, and unpleasant memories, uhrg, I need chocolate.

Same, Mweiki, same.

I walked towards my room, the purple and pink door was just at the end of this hallway.
I just wanted this day to be over, I wanted to crawl under the covers of my bed and never come out.
I placed my hand on the crystal knob, I didn't really want to go in.
Every single time I'm about to come in, I have that memory of her.
I fought the tears an I turned the knob, the door opened, but remained where I was.
I gazed over to the bed in the corner, it hasn't had covers on it for years, if it ever had covers.
We had this house built back when I was a little kid, eight or nine I believe, Father had it built the two side similar, but not identical.
One living room was blue, one was white, there was an yellow one, and the last was a greyish/blackish.
The white one hasn't been used for years, for personal reasons.
I sighed and I walk to the large vanity that was covered with a white drape, again, this hasn't been used for years.
There was two picture on it, both were my face. I smiled and picked up the one of the right.
For a few moments I held it, I stroked the frame every now and then, and I put it back in it's place.

I tried to look in the mirror but it wasn't used in years, it was very dirty, I could only see a purple blur.
Dust covered the top, I opened the drawer, there were dead flies and more dust, I closed it and te handle came off in my hands.
I hesitated before moving, was I really ready for this? I haven't seen this thing for three years, but I gotta do it.
I smiled, and I ran towards the nearest cleaning closet.
"I'm gonna do it," a voice in my head rang, "I ain't gonna do it." Another said.
I grabbed what I needed and I ran back to my room, I don't care if the voices in my rad say I can't do it, I'm gonna anyway.
I stopped in front of the vanity, "Hello,

DARKNESS, MY OLD FRIEND

Long time so see" my hair was still in the bun thing, and I was still wearing my clothes from earlier.
I sprayed the mirror and wiped, sprayed and wiped, sprayed and wiped, until I didn't see the blob, but my face.
I dusted the inside and top, I removed the drape and threw it away, it was just me and the vanity.
It wasn't really mine, but I don't think they'd mind.
I looked at my face, though I hated to say it, I had girlish features, so why did they think I was a boy?
Somethings I'll never know.
My eyes were large and a bright green, freckles sprinkled across my tanned face, and I took my Violet hair down. Down, down it went, until it fell to my waist.
I don't say it much, but I loved how I looked, I wouldn't change it for the world.
'Cause, let's be honest, who actually wants the world?
I'd rather have the moon.
I grabbed my mauve hairbrush, and brushed out the knots.
I stared at the person in the mirror, I smiled.
Then a dark aura filled my mind, and my smile disappeared, replaced with tears.
I'm scared if I cry, that first tear, the tears will not stop.
I didn't fight them, sometimes to smile again, you must cry.
I backed away from the mirror and ran.

Tears flooded my eyes, I've been crying for awhile now, the tears started to slow down, and soon they had stopped completely.
It felt nice, just letting it all out, alone, as usual.
I'm Mweiki Mizu Tenshi Tomoko, I'm used to do things alone. I'm used to surprises, I'm used to disappointment.

Everything went dark, like the sun just left, I couldn't see my own hands in front of me.
My breathing became heavy, my eyes widened, I started to panic.

! At The Disco

No Author~Senpai, this isn't the time or place!

It's always the time and place ;)

"I'm alone, in the dark. All alone, in pure darkness." I whispered to myself. I was curled up in a ball, I shut my eyes, and I covered my ears. Doing this alone, just like always.
Evil world,
Full of pain,
Full of darkness,
Goodbye,
I'm leaving you,
Today, I die.