LTH-Letter Six

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To Shawn

Today in my opinion, I was better than I have been the past couple of days. I managed to talk to you while I made breakfast. I could see on your face, the look of relief when I first talked to you and then later when you wanted to ask me about it.

I just want to let you know, I will be telling you. No matter what. I feel like you have realised that I am going depressed. I can see the fear in your eyes when I go to the bathroom or to our room alone. And when you come to me, I can see you check my wrists to see if I have done anything. And you might not have realised that I have noticed, but I know you hid away all the knifes, blades and anything sharp.

I want to tell you to not to worry, I won't do anything like that. I have not actually thought about self harming, yet, but now that I am thinking about it, I might try it. I heard cutting lets out your feelings, I don't know honestly.

I will stay strong because I love you Shawn

Love you,
Madison

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