LTH-Letter Seven

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To Shawn,

It is your birthday tomorrow and I have been planning on holding a surprise party for you. Even though I might be all upset and not wanting to do anything, I will still try and make a effort to have your birthday a fun perfect day, where I will try to be all happy again.

I had spent the entire day, calling your friends who I know, inviting them and telling them to call your other friends. I then, after debating with myself had decided on going to the mall and buying the decoration and some dresses for Rosie and me. I had managed to stay strong for that long, but I knew internally it wouldn't last long.

Twenty minutes before you had come home, I broke down. I am sorry but I decided on trying cutting. I had told myself that I would only do one cut, but when I had started I couldn't stop. It felt so good, feeling the pain. I deserve the pain. I am a terrible person. I am so sorry but I couldn't help myself to stop cutting.

I love you Shawn, and I will try and stop for you.

Love you,
Madison

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