LTH-Letter One

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To Madison

I am in shock. In plain complete shock. I don't even know how I am able to write this. How could you try and attempt to kill yourself? I wish you had talked to me. I was always waiting, for you to come and talk but you never did.

I still can't process the fact that you got raped, gang banged, by more than five guys. What is this world? If only I could go back in time and kill all of them. Wait, before killing them I will torture them. Torture them for being the reason my wife tried to attempt suicide. For being the reason my face was feeling terrified, scared, hopeless and a whole bunch of other emotions.

I just want to know if you're fine. The doctors never told me anything. They just sent me home. I can't stop crying, I feel like this is all my fault. If I had picked you up, from your workplace, you wouldn't have been alone, and the men wouldn't have even been able to think about raping you.

I love you Madison, I am sorry I wasn't able to protect you.

Love you,

Shawn 

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