LTH-Letter Twelve

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To Shawn

I am sorry Shawn. I am so sorry. I am doing it. I am actually doing it, I am ready to kill myself. I have already taken the pills, and after I finish writing this letter, I will be slitting my wrist open. I know suicide is never the answer, but I can't help it. I am too weak.

Since this is my goodbye, I guess I should tell you what is wrong with me. I was raped. Gang banged. Around five or six men had raped me in the alley way near my office. I remember trying to yell for help, but no one came. No one even paid attention to them. I still remember the pain, the fear, that I was feeling. It was terrible, enough to to make me depressed, and now kill myself.

I am sorry, I honestly am. I would like you to tell Rosie, that I am sorry and I love her. Please take care of her.

And Shawn, I love you. I love you so much, I wish none of this happened, but that won't come true. I have one realistic wish though, please move on.

I love you so much

Love you,

Madison

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