My Love

Chapter 13

Mark's POV

Her face.

I can't take it out of my mind. She looked very vulnerable, the usual Jin wouldn't let her emotions show when she's hurt. But tonight.

Saying those words to her was my big mistake. If I could just turn back everything, I would never want to see her in that much pain moreover it being my fault.

It was never my intention to hurt her. My mind was just a mess since Friday. Since I saw Jackson kiss her in front of everyone. I don't really have any plans to ditch them, its just that I am hurt and I don't think I will be able to handle my emotions that day. Tonight is an example of me not being able to handle my emotions properly.

Actually it's not the kiss I am pissed off. It is when she smiled at him after the kiss. It felt like she betrayed me cause I thought her feelings for me were sincere she won't look at other man specially my best friend.

I hope like every time we argue she would let it go. Tomorrow I will definitely apologize to her for acting stupid.

When I woke up at 6am I waited for her to wake up usually I would hear her get out of her room at 6:30 but it never happened waiting until 7, still no noise coming from her room so I decided to shower first then check on her after.

A note on her door. That is what greeted me when I came out of my room, telling me that she will be heading to school first cause she needs to do something before class starts.

She's avoiding me. I expected her to do that but not to this extent, previously when we had an argument she would ignore me but we still go to school together.

I gritted my teeth in frustration. Mark you stupid, you shouldn't have been so harsh on her. Look she's avoiding you now.

Trudging down the stairs, I made my way to the kitchen expecting that she made breakfast.

But there is nothing. Not even a single cooked food.

Damn! She's really mad at me, I have to think of something to make her forgive me. But first, I have to go to school.

Arriving at school just before the bell rings, without checking on Jin I went straight to classroom. I'm sure we can talk about this at lunch, for now a tardy record is the least I would need cause I'm a senior and needs to have an outstanding records.

The went by quickly before I knew it the bell rang signalling for lunch. Turning towards Yura's direction for us to go to the cafeteria just before I could speak to her Jackson came running to us.

"Mark hyung!" he yelled.

Once I saw his face I knew something not good happened.

"what is it?" facing him I asked immediately. In the corner of my eye I saw Yura's worried face. Does she know something was up?

"what happened to Jin ae?"

"what do you mean?" f*ck this is making me worried.

"she didn't go to school today. Our teacher announced that she's on school leave for I don't know how long. Tell me what happened." he informed.

"WHAT?" I screamed shocked

"bu-but she went to school before me." stuttering I added before taking off to run to the administrative office.

"you mean you didn't know about this? What the hell hyung." I heard him say as he followed me.

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It's been a week and she still not attending school.

I miss her.

That day after going to the admins office I went home immediately. Hearing that Jin ae drop by the school early in the morning just to file an indefinite leave for school with the reason being confidential so they didn't tell me.