Forgive Himself

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Ross' P.O.V

It has been a couple weeks after...the incident...You may think that I'm in jail by now. NOPE! For some reason, Barney and Jin's body dissolved without a trace. Max...well...We did the normal procedure that you would do when someone passes away...

The offices has not been running ever since...We are staying at Adam's house to grieve...I think they're doing better...I have been crying non stop, blacking out and screaming.

I MISS HIM. I FUCKING MISS HIM.

It's my damn fault! He seemed to forgive me...but I don't forgive myself. I...I wanted to purpose to him. BUT NO! JIN AND BARNEY HAD TO RUIN EVERYTHING! EVEN ME! 

Okay... I am freaking out again...If I keep it up...I'm going to black out...I'm going to go insane! I sighed, trembling, and buried my face in my pillow, as sleep dragged me down.


"Ross!"

I jerked my head up, to look up. Joy exploded in my chest! I was in Dream Land! I grinned, and looked around. A wider grin painted on my face, as I saw Max perched on top of a rock, his wings furled, glittering in the silver air. 

"Max!" I called, cracking with joy. I ran up to him, as he opened his arms for a hug. I slammed my body into his.

"I missed you! I...I love you so much!" I sobbed. He kissed my forehead,

"Shh, dear Ross. Please don't cry...Be happy with your friends...Everyone dies at some point. When you die, I will choose to stay with you." I sniffled, and looked up.

"R-really?" I asked.

"Really." He whispered. This felt really weird for once. Max is always Mad Max, or turning a lake into a ocean...

"How long do I have with you?" I asked. He thought for a moment, a soft breeze tickling my face. He looked up at the sky,

"You see the moon?" He asked. I nodded.

"Yeah? So what?" I coaxed.

"Well, when the moon in heaven is below the horizon, the ones who visits the dead will wake up." I gazed the beautiful moon.

"Why can't you visit me often?" I questioned, still embracing my love. He frowned, making me frown.

"W-well. You see. Visiting a living is hard. You must do a certain..."dance" with your wings, you can visit them. However, it sucks out a lot of your power, and is a painful process."

Guilt stabbed my heart like thorns. Max has visited me once in a while. But I can't bare him to get hurt! He already died because of ME!

"I'm sorry." I whispered. He hovered his wings over me, as I looked up, feeling protected. He smiled, making my heart melt.

"It's okay. I'll do anything to see you." He blushed, as I tackled him, and smashed my lips onto his, and pinned his wings down. He giggled,

"Hey! That tickles!" He squeaked, squirming. I stuck out my tongue, and got off of him. I never knew I would ever have fun with him.

Suddenly, the bright light turned faint, as Max frowned, and lowered his wings. 

"You must go. I'm sorry, Ross." I felt like crying all over again, but I knew it must be down. I gave him one last kiss, and sighed,

"Goodbye Max...I'll see you...soon, or not." I whispered, waking up.


Hey guys! I really hoped you enjoyed the first chapter! :D Thank you so much for your support and coming here to the sequel. Anyways, as usual, I'll update soon, and I'll see you around :)

-Ice♥

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