Heels Over Head

Chapter Five; Part One

Forgive me for making this short, I have much more important things on my mind lately. A lot is going on in my personal life. So this might be my last Chapter out until everything is either alright or get's worst. Forgive me if it's not my best work. I'm very distracted. My family is falling apart... And well... Yeah... Everything is going bad. Anyways, hope you enjoy it. :)

 

I can’t believe I felt this way about him, I wish it’d just go away.

My sister claims him, and if I ended up going out with him… She’d make my life into a living hell… Okay, my life is already hell, but she’d just make it worst! (Which I’m not sure is possible).

But anyway, I just don’t want that!

So this is why I’m up at 3am figuring out what I should do about my feelings.

Remembering how I got home.

I managed to scramble home, tripping over my own feet.

I was so confused because of what Jace did… And how badly I wanted to kiss him.

If I wanted to make him my boyfriend, would he turn me down like everyone else?

I mean there’s a 100% chance that he’d turn me down as well, am I right?

As time passed by, I started drawing.

I drew a girl at the side of the road with cars passing by.

My drawing managed to fail.

Soon it became time that my parents woke up.

They woke up everyone and Hailee woke up and started screaming because she was out of hairspray.

All I did was shower and grabbed a pair of shorts out of my drawer and a t-shirt and jumbled it on my body. My outfit was simple and it told people that I don’t care, which was the story of my life.

When I made my way to the kitchen my mom’s new husband was making everyone breakfast. Hailee was going on about a singing try out for the local band called “Seaside melody.” Which I think just sounded stupid.

“Dawn, you should try out for something too. Maybe a play or a sport… Or maybe some other band.” Hailee giggled, pretending to be good in front of our mom. “Because we all know I’m going to be the lead singer of seaside melody.”

I couldn’t help but laugh, “No thanks, and the band thing sounds stupid.” I crossed my arms and sat down at the table, ready to eat.

“Dawn, don’t be so rude. You should be supportive of your sister.” My mom nagged.

Why should I? Hailee never supportive of me.

Hailee stuck out her tongue.

“Ugh! I’ve had enough of this.” I rolled my eyes and stood up, bringing my arms back to my side. “I’ll get breakfast with Zoey.” Why the hell is my mom so oblivious?

I walked out.

I know I’ll get a lecture later, but I honestly didn’t care.

I didn’t get breakfast and I didn’t go to school. Skipping school seemed like a good idea right now.

I didn’t want to be anywhere near such annoying people.

I’m afraid I might blow up at someone.

Plus Zoey didn’t go anyway, she wasn’t feeling well.

So I just walked to the park and decided to hang out.

It’s nice and calm at the park, unlike school and my house.

Where I have to deal with Hailee’s friends, Hailee, mom, and whoeverhtefuckhisnameis, bugs me about trivial things.

“You look lonely.” A young girl said walking up to me.

She looked about my age.

“I’m not… I’m just annoyed.” I looked back down at my feet.

She looked pretty, like a model.

Perfect body with curves in all the right places while being skinny.

Bright blue eyes.

Light blonde hair.

Naturally tan.

“Oh, I’m lonely.” She sat down next to me. “My mom kicked me out… and my dad just gave me a lot of money to get rid of me.”

“That’s sad. But, I wouldn’t advertise that you have a lot of money.” Who the hell is this strange girl?

“Right… Um… Sorry. Um… By the way, I’m Rina.” She sniffled.

“Uh. Nice to meet you, Rina.” I looked away.

She was just an odd girl.

No one does this.

No one walks up to a stranger in the park to just say hi.

“My dad gave me all this money and bought me an apartment. He told me to not ever bug him again.” She blurted out.

Why was she telling me this? “I’m sorry. My dad left my family and my mom and sister are whore’s… My mom has gotten remarried and her new husband is pretty strange.” Why the hell was I telling her about myself? As if she cared.

“Oh, I’m so sorry! My father has just gotten remarried, but he’s ashamed of me so… I’m not allowed to meet my step family. It isn’t fair.”

“That sucks.”

“Yeah it does. Hey, what’s your name?”

“Hm. My name’s Dawn… Hey, Rina. Why are you telling me all this?”

“You looked distant and lonely. I assumed you felt like I did. It’s best to talk about your issues; then bundle them up!” She sounded enthusiastic.

In my case that wasn’t the issue; no one cared about me but Zoey.