Doubt (Book 1) {COMPLETED}

Just a Bet

*Abby's POV*

I walked into my house smiling big and headed upstairs. I headed into the bath and took a warm bath relaxing and thinking about last night.

I just wish I was Cam's first just because nothing beats the first time. I shrugged it off and continued with my bath.

After my bath I went downstairs to go eat. I turned on my tv and watched 'Teen Wolf'. It was now about 12:30 and Cam texted me. "Hey, we're at the park, you can come now," said the text.

I replied with "okay" and went upstairs to change. I wore a black crop top with high waisted light washed blue jeans. I put on a nude cardigan and then wore my black high top converse. I grabbed my phone and headed out the door.

I arrived at the park and they were all sitting at the bench behind a tree. I walked over hiding behind the tree seeing if anyone would notice my presence, until I heard Cam. "Yeah, dude we hit it last night. I won the bet. Got her in bed with me," he said smiling.

My heart dropped and I felt sick to my stomach. My eyes burned from the hot tears that were making my eyes watering. "What?" I said as I popped out behind the tree. They all turned to look at me in shock. Cam stood up and walked towards me.

"Abby what are you doing here?" He said shakily. "You invited me remember?! Or do you not because all you wanted to do was screw me?!" I said raising my voice with anger. "Wait, Abby you don't understand," he said as his arms reached out towards me.

"No, don't fucking touch me!! I was just a stupid bet to you?!! What we had wasn't real?!! You were just waiting to fucking fuck me?!!" I shouted.

"Shh, lower your voice Abby," he said calmly. "No!! I will not lower my fucking voice, not after what you just sai!! I can't believe I saw you differently. You are nearly as bad as Jordan was," I said and turned to walk away.

"No Abby don't leave please, let me talk let me explain!!!," he said as his voice got louder. "No, there's no explaining to be done. You already did that in the beginning," I said calmly as tears continued to roll down my cheeks.

"Do you know how embarrassed I am?! Your friends watched me fall for you & all I was, was a stupid bet that you made." I said angrily. "Abby," he said softly as he grabbed my hand. I pulled my hand away and wiped my tears away. "You can go fuck yourself," I shouted while more tears came out. I turned and walked away.

I got home and slammed the door. I went to my room and buried my face in my hands leaning against the door. I sobbed into them and slid down to the floor. I started breathing heavily and more tears came out. It just hurt so badly. My stomach hurt from crying so hard to the point where I couldn't breathe.

My chest hurt, my throat hurt, my eyes burned. All I was, was a stupid bet. I must've looked so stupid like a fucking idiot where his friends all sat back and laughed at me falling for him. Of course he's a fuckboy. What made me think he wasn't.

I cried for another hour & then finally cried myself to sleep. I woke up 30 minutes later feeling really groggy and my eyes all swollen from all the crying. My pillow was wet from tears that soaked it. I stayed home for the rest of the day and watched "Teen Wolf".