My songs to you { a zalfie fanfic }

Now is the start - A Fine Frenzy

I felt like writing a chapter, yay! I've been busy creating a Youtube channel, as I told you before, and the first video is now up. The link, if you want to watch: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p2EWng7zeik

So I'm writing this chapter and I have no idea how it's going to turn out and I'm still not sure if I should go on writing. Not even because of Zoe and Alfie's privacy, because you could imagine this story with every other boy and girl, but more because I'm not sure if anybody is still reading. Soooo, I would appreciate votes/comments if you are reading, so that I know I'm not writing for nothing at all.

Zoe

"What are we?" The words Alfie had just spoken stayed in the air like smoke. What was I supposed to say? I knew what I wanted, but I didn't know if he wanted the same. I could easily jump him right here and right now, but I had no idea how he would react. So I went for the good ol' twisting around. "I know what I want us to be, but I'm not quite sure what you want... what is it that you're saying?" I said, with a small grin on my face. Alfie seemed surprised by my answer, and I understood: while he'd been wanting to let it down on me, I put it back to him and he hadn't expected that. But in this moment, I didn't really care. If I heard him correctly last night, it was entirely up to him to tell me that when I'm awake. Or, when he thinks I'm awake actually.

"Are we ever going to be the couple you told me we could be one day? Because I still like you an awefull lot and I just can't bear not knowing if you even still like me at all" He blurted out. Like a reflex, I answered in a split second, without thinking. "Now. Now is our time." I smiled at him happily and the next thing I knew he leaned in and kissed me. It was different from the kiss by the hotel that first night. This kiss was more careful, as if he was afraid to break me. I wasn't afraid to be broken, and I leaned in to kiss him deeper, making it heavier and more passionate. We carried on with this for an unknown length of time, and as Alfie broke the kiss, he looked into my eyes with those beautiful ones of his. He looked even better when he was this happy. I was so glad I got this of my chest, but I wasn't sure as to what would happen next. I sat there on the bed, silently thinking. I wanted this relationship to be ours, not the worlds. But then again, I couldn't lie to my subscribers either, that felt wrong. I was so clueless that I started sobbing. At first, there were just tiny sobs, then they got louder and I couldn't control them. Alfie looked worried, confused. "I.. We... Privacy... Viewers..." I managed to stutter through my sobs. Alfie nodded slowly and took me in his arms. "We'll keep it to ourselves for now, then when we both feel ready we can tell our friends, family and eventually the viewers Zo, no worries" I stopped crying. Alfie was right, it would be okay. A little strange at first, but it would work out in the end.

After sitting on the bed for another 10 minutes or so, cuddling, we decided it would be best if we got some food.

Alfie

After 10 minutes or so, Zoe felt alright again. We decided to go to Nandos for a nice little meal. When we got back, Zoe got herself settled on the couch and I put in a movie. At first I sat on the other end of the couch, still a little awkward around her since just a day ago, she'd been my best friend. And now, she was mine. I couldn't have been happier. But still I wasn't quite sure how to act around her, so I just let her have her space. I finally got into the movie, when I felt somebody cuddle up to me. Zoe had moved from the other end of the couch, with her blanket and all, and was now nuzzled into my chest. I smiled and put my hand around her waist, intertwining our fingers. In no time I heard a little snort, and Zoe was asleep. It was just like yesterday, only now I didn't have to whisper I loved her: she knew, and she felt the same way. And that fact made me the luckiest boy in the whole UK.

NOT EXTREMELY LONG BUT I JUST FOUND OUT THIS STORY HAS ACTUALLY GOT OVER 250 READS WHICH I'M SO GRATEFULL FOR SO I THOUGHT I'D JUST WRITE A QUICKY, SHOULD I GO ON AND WRITE ABOUT THE OUTING AND FUTURE AND ALL THAT AS WELL OR HAS IT COME TO AN END? COMMENT BELOW PLEASE I LOVE YOU ALL X