moving on ☆ (sequel to msbfbf)

Chapter 17

Guess who's back? Yup its me. How have you guys been? As stated in the last chapter I've been focusing more on my non-fanfiction books lately. But, since I'm finally on summer I'm determined to finish this story because you guys deserve to know the end. So here's your long awaited chapter:

Eleanor's POV

"Well well well, what do we have here?" Aspen snarled.

My jaw dropped as her tacky self exited the building. Immediately my mind wondered what she was doing in there. To my knowledge the clinic only dealt with pregnancy related services; blood tests, ultra sounds and births. Unless they did STD tests too. Then Aspen's presence would be explained.

"Just get out of our way." Ellie mumbled. She didn't even have the will to fight her. Man, she is so out of it.

Ellie tried to wriggle herself past Aspen, but it didn't work. Aspen wasn't going to let us in without a fight. (Not that I'm complaining. I've been waiting to fight this girl since day one.) 

She grabbed Ellie's wrist forcefully and pushed her away. "You're not going anywhere without telling me why you're here." 

Now there were probably many other, better ways to have solved this problem, however I did a dumb thing anyway. First of all, nobody touches my little sister. Especially with her being maybe pregnant. Nope. Not today Satan. Secondly, what makes her think she has the right to our business. She's not even part of our lives and she doesn't get to know. Aspen is like that one irrelevant character to a story; she's not needed and she's a hassle to everybody. And lastly, I just don't like her. 

All of a sudden I started saying things and doing things. But I wasn't conscience about my actions. 

"She's pregnant you arse!" 

Then I slapped her. She gasped in shock or pain, I don't know. But then I gasped as I realized the three paparazzi behind me. 

Ellie's POV 

I looked at Eleanor flabbergasted. I am not even pregnant - or at least I don't know. Now the whole world will know before Harry. And Eleanor will be known as a mad woman slapping random people across the face. 

People started swarming like flies around me and the clinic. Not only did Eleanor expose me, she exposed the clinic to the public. This place was a safe house for so many people to get away from the press. But now they know. 

"Ellie is the baby Harry's?" 

"Ellie are you guys still together?" 

"Ellie are you aborting?" 

I barely heard anymore questions. Their voices muffled together into one big blur. I didn't bother trying to decipher any of it. Not even whatever Eleanor was saying. 

I pushed my way into the clinic and found my way to the receptionist. 

'' I'm here for a blood test.'' I said faintly. 

I realized there were tears streaming down my face. I didn't even realize. Everything was too overwhelming. 

'' Right this way.''  She said smiling.

I smiled back and followed her. The window on the way to the room had a perfect view of the sea of people outside the clinic. 

I haven't prayed for a long time. But once I got to the room I closed my eyes and said a prayer. 

Dear God, 

I know I haven't been a good person. I know I don't deserve anything. 

But please, don't let me have a baby. 

Don't let me be a mother.