Worthless [FINISHED]

Worthless-Part 19 -Giving you a chance....

Worthless – Chapter 19

I stayed quiet in Sam’s arms while he rocked me back and forth gently. I needed this comfort. I couldn’t cry anymore because I had no tears left. I am almost giving up. Nothing was right anymore, not even when with Lucas.

Suddenly I could see Lucas’ mother come towards us, why the hell was she here?  I think she was surprised to see me here too.

“Oh Taylor – what are doing here with Sam?” She asked

I just looked away , ignoring her , it hurt so much to even look at her , she caused me this pain now she was acting like nothing was wrong. Giving Sam’s waist a squeeze indicating that I wanted him to talk for me.

“I just wanted to see Taylor that’s all” Sam said bluntly

Her eyes narrowed in disappointment as she looked away, she obviously knew Sam had figured it out .

“Okay Taylor, just be home soon, Sean is cooking you dinner” she quietly said before quickly walking off . How much I hated her.

Sam held me tighter as he kissed my forehead “everything’s going to be okay I swear”

How much of that could I believe? None

“Yeah…” I lied

More like everything was not going to be okay…My life was a train wreck…

After staying with Sam for almost an hour I arrived back through the front door of the house. Dropping my bag by the stairs, I slowly walked into the kitchen where Sean stood there cooking, the smell was gorgeous but knowing who they were, the food could have been poison. This family hated me after all.

Lately I noticed I had been harsh on Sean , only because he came from this family but up until he’s done nothing but look out for me , he wasn’t the one who hit me , he was the only one that acted like a proper parent. Since his wife wasn’t home still I thought now would have been the best time to actually talk to him.

He glanced back at me and slightly smiled “I’m making spaghetti for dinner “

“Smells nice” I assured sitting down on the dining table keeping my eyes on him.

Sean placed the Noodles on both plates, quickly putting the sauce on the top and bringing it over to the table.

Getting stuck into the delicious food, he looked at me about to say something but hesitated but I had already noticed so he continued to speak.

“Are you okay Taylor? Because this morning you were quite….how do I say it?..Angry” he said

I shrugged “Woman things” I quickly replied shoving noodles in my mouth.

“No I know it’s not that, I think I should know, I’ve been around women long enough to know” He chuckled.