Worthless [FINISHED]

Worthless- part 4

Worthless- Chapter  4

The math teacher sat at his desk  after telling  us to finish our revision questions  ,probably making love notes to my drama teacher again , mrs crompton but we call her “ mrs crapton “ because she was always too busy looking at her face then teaching us, I wondered how she would be  ever able to get into this job. But thinking about that ,sam came into my head , he hadent called me all week  , and hasent come into school for days since he went home after sleeping with me , maybe that wasent the best idea..

Mr Harris kept looking over and sneering at me , woah, not just the kids but the teachers too hate me.I ducked my head down pretending he never gave me the look and got on with my work when a hand touched my shoulder making me look up so see lucas lightly smilling as he sat down.

“Hey” I said

“hey,and no I havent seen  sam either , so don’t ask “ he sighed putting  his books down  on the table

I bit my lip and looked at him for answers still , where could sam be? If he was in a accident I would of known about it..this made no sense. His hand covered mine as my brothers eyes pierced into mine looking stern.

“He’s fine so don’t worry about it , i’m going to sort this out for once and all” he whispered , that wasent a threat , it was a promise .

After an hour  I walked out of class when the bell finally rung  and yet this was still on my mind causing me to worry like hell. Walking down the hall people brushed and bumped into me like always  and I was used to it, everyday it happened. But suddenly I was about to turn down the gym stairs when I saw ...sam and kelsey , his hand was in hers and they were standing very close to eachother ,what was going on?

Luckily I was hidden in the shadows behined a locker just staring out at them both as disgust filled my heart  within less than a second , how stupid could I have been  to let him crawl back to me? the only answer to that was...very. Tears streamed down my face as his lips met hers  and I had to cover my mouth to stop sobs coming out .

 Backing away I shoved the doors open and stormed out  not caring if he heared me  this was all the information I needed  to hit him  and scream at him saying that he had used me, but for what?...

Leaning against a wall  I tried to breath in and out to keep myself from crying , like I’ve done that enought times around people who dont care. Then it hit me..what was the point of living when my parents have died , my lover decides to use me and all I have left is my brother who tries his very best to keep me from being in pain everyday but doesent work, only kills me more inside each time. With that I quickly scanned if any teachers were around and before I knew it I ran out the building to my car..

*Lucas P.O.V *

Walking up the stairs from the  drama  department  girls leant against the walls giving me flirty looks also checking me up and down which disgusted me , all these girls were non-virgin freaks desperate for love every minute of the day like prostitutes. sam suddenly strode up  looking worried

“Hey uh- have you seen Taylor I did something very stupid and I think she saw it “  he breathed

“Why what did you do!?” I cried

He rubbed his neck awquardly “ I kinda kissed kelsey by the gym  but I can explain! I swear! “

I quickly shoved past him and run past the classrooms checking if she was still in school but obviously she wouldn't be , she would of fled the school by now  thanks to brainless  over there! Sprinting out the school Taylor's car was no longer there ,ohh crap  so I went over to the car ang got in as sam sat next to me but all I did was glare as we sped out the car park and back to the house.

*Sam’s P.O.V*

He stopped in front of the house and I jumped  out before he even pulled out the keys. I almost fell running up the path. If something happened to her it would be all my fault. What the hell was I thinking?

I ripped the door open and leaped upstairs . I heard panicked breathing . her bedroom door was locked or something was blocking  it.

“Taylor!!” I screamed kicking the door desprately.Lucas came up behined me and after a few agonising minutes  the door finally gave way. I jumped over it and saw her in the corner of the room , she had tears running down her cheeks and it hurt to know that I had been the one who caused them . Her green eyes shining with tears, each one like a stab through the heart. Her whites were filled with red and her face was puffy.

She was sitting on the side of the bed struggling to open a small brown tube . She reached out grabbing a segregated knife. I gasped but she didn’t seem to hear, she was locked in a world of her own.

“Taylor” Lucas whispered next to me.Nothing. She just kept trying to open the bottle with the knife. He slowly walked over and I followed .He reached out “We want to help you”. But as soon as his hand lightly touched hers she jumped up but his hand snapped around her wrist .

“Let me go lucas LUCAS!! LET ME GO!!”  she screeched and tried to tear her tiny wrist away from his . His face was expressionless as he refused to move, a statue.

Her hands shook and she looked broken “Please” she pleaded much quieter this time, my heart was breaking just watching her.

He didnt move , didn’t speak

She suddenly lifted her knee and kicked him in the leg .He quickly let go in shock and she tried to grab the knife again next to her.

I jumped up on the bed and grabbed her by the waist pulling her back. She started to scream , kick and claw herself out my embrace. Lucas picked himself up and tried to move away the arm that was still trying to grab the knife back.

“I think you have the wrong person sam , kelsey lives about a mile away” Her voice dripping with venom

“I didn’t mean it that way , I knew what I was doing!” I tried to reason with her

But she was beyond reason now as she kicked me in the groin which made me drop her. She managed to grab the knife again and backed into the corner of the room , blade pressed against her stomach. This wasent the Taylor I knew.

“Stay back or I will do it” she said , her hands shaking so much the silver  blade moved  to the bottom of her ribcage

“Dont be stupid Tay , you won’t do something like that!” lucas said

“Oh yeah? “ she asked , her eyes wild and crazy . She pressed the knife further into her stomach making a small open cut.

“Please drop the knife tay” I said panicking

Her eyes lifted and met mine slowly “ Why?”

“Because I love you!” I blurted out. Lucas stared at me from across the room looking upset himself

“I bet thats what you said to her..” she muttered  glaring at me with hard eyes

“No thats not true !” I said tears running down my face , but did nothing to stop them.

The knife was slowly put to her side as it quickly fell from her hand and and we both sank to the ground crying in eachothers arms.

“I’m so sorry , I’m so sorry ...” I hushed holding her with all I had , thinking about how 10 seconds I was preparing for the girl of my dreams  in My arms , dead for good  which I wasent ready for just yet.

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