i am filled with fears,
and i battle with feelings.
i carry too much sadness,
and lack so much confidence.
i wear my insecurities like pockets,
and i fill them with my fears.
i am afraid;
i am always afraid.
afraid like a kid from a clown.
afraid like a lover loosing their other half.
afraid like a dream realizing it is only a dream.
i am terrified.
terrified that the monsters in my head
are what's keeping me up at night.
terrified that they will keep me from ever finding somewhere i belong.
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punctuations.
Poetryshe's got a h e a v y heart, a m e s s y soul, a r e c k l e s s mind, but i think it's b e a u t i f u l the way she carries herself.
