Amber's POV
'Hey ,what's up!' they greeting me as they reach my table. My friends and I want to spend time together after our office hour ended because it's been a long time we meet each other. I welcome them with a fist bump and big hug 'Wow, it's been a long time. I think it's about 6 months right? Since your wedding Am. ' Henry said while take a sit beside me. 'Yeah.. it's been a long time and I already miss you guys so much~~' I said while teasing them 'Ewww... it disgusting man. ' Peneil said while make a disgusting face. Haaha, I just chuckle at their responses.
'So, what's going on? Are you happy with your marry life? ' Minho ask quriously. 'Wohoo.. hold on. I think we should order first our food before talking about this marriage life okay and I'm starving waiting for your guys. ' I said while calling the waiter to make an order.
'So Amber, tell us. Is marriage life happy? ' Henry asked eagerly. 'Well, it's good actually. ' I answer flatly 'Good? How? ' it's Peneil turn too asked and I answer calmly 'Well, have someone to prepare your food every day is good. Have someone waiting you when you come back from work is good. Have someone that can accompany you watching movie whenever you want is good and the conclusion is all good. ' I looked at them and their mouth are open widely with my word. 'Hey, are you guys alright? ' I asked bring them back to reality. 'Wow, AMBRO you so cool. It like all your life is wonderful. I envy you' Henry said with jealousy tone. 'Are you guys didn't fight sometime? I think after a month your wedding you had a big scandal right and then right after that I never heard you with another woman again.' Minho said with a questioning face. 'Well, we had a fight sometime but I could covered that. Well, I'm a sweet talker as you know and I can make her heart melt in any second but do you know something about that scandal we had a big row. It's been a week we didn't talk each another because she mad at me but I think she had change me so much. After she forgive me, I never involved myself again into those girls. ' I said proudly and again their eyes widen with my revelation. Haha, they were so funny. I laugh at their face but quickly put on straight face after saw their straight face. What's wrong with them? I thought to myself.
'Amber. I really proud of you. I never know you will change this much and I never know Krystal can make it. Look, she was tried many time to advice you before your guys married but now she can change you only in one month. Daebak! ' Minho said with amusement voice. I just silent with his statement because what he said is true Krystal is the only one can change me. Sometime I didn't believe what she did to me but I believe she was destined for me.
After a while... 'Yah Am! ' I was snapped from my thought when Peneil nudge me by his elbow. 'What? ' I asked him with surprised. 'Are you guys have done it? ' he asked with creepy smile plastered on his face and in any second I could know what he meant. 'Yah! ' I smacked his head as he winced in pain. 'SO? ' the triplet asked me in unison while move their head closer to mine and still with creepy smile. 'Yah Pervert! NO! ' 'WHAT? NOT YET? ' again they said in unison with disbelief tone. 'Look, she assume me as her best friend and not more from that and what's the point we make it. Anyway, I had promises to her to not touch her.' I explained to them slowly. 'But what about your feeling Amber?' Henry asked with meaningful tone and I just stared at my coffee blankly 'I don't now.I.. I think..I..' I don't know how to describe my feeling to them. Sometime, I was nervous when near her exactly the same feeling I got when I fall in love a long ago. Sometime, I jealous when I saw she with another guys even though we had promises not to care each other business but I can't take off my eyes from her. I feel like something tugging in my heart when see she sad or mad. I don't know. 'ARGHH!!!' I shouted while ruffle my hair 'Hey, stop it. People are watching you.' Peneil said but I just ignored them and stare blankly again into my coffee and brave myself to facing them. They were watching me like waiting for an answer for my hanging word. I slumped my body to the chair and straight my back again. I look into their eyes each and said determined 'I THINK I'M IN LOVE WITH KRYSTAL!' I said in one breath.
'WHAT???' this time their turn to shouted at me.
I walked to my car with heavy step thinking what will happen between Krystal and I. How I will confront with my own best friend if I have feeling towards her. This situation is insane. I can't thinking straightly.
FLASHBACK
'Amber I think you should forget about your feeling. Come on we still young. You can find better in the future. For now you must enjoy your life. Can you imagine how your life will turn when you give 100% commitment to your wife. Come on dude, forget it. OUCH! what was that for?' Henry smack Minho head as he yell at him 'Yah pabo! Are you crazy? it is a good thing about Amber. Are you her friend or not to let her go back to her old lifestyle which is full of pain' Minho just defeat with Henry word and we look at Peneil for his respond 'I don't mind. Just follow your heart Amber. As a friend I want the best for you. If she your destined, why you not go on right?' he said with full of confident and receive a hug from Henry as they fist bum 'That's my man' and Minho just glaring at them. Arghh!!! whatever.
PRESENT
'OUCH! ' we said in unison as I think I was bumped with someone and her thing fall into the ground. Without thinking anymore I kneeled down and collect her things. 'Here, your thi..' my eyes widen at the figure that stood in front of me. I felt like my world spinning 360 degree. All the memories with her was played like a movie in my mind. How she kiss him, how she hug him and how she yell at me. 'SUZY AMBER' we said in the same time. She look more mature from 7 years ago. More beautiful and.. shit why I'm thinking about her. My eyes start turn to red as I remember all my memories with her and anger start to build in myself. We had a long staring contest and she look startled when I bring her back to her sense as I handed her things back roughly.
My heart still hurt with what she did to me a long time ago. I rushing to my car and was stop by her. 'Wait Amber! ' she shouted my name. I turned to her with meaningless face 'Now WHAT? ' I said bluntly. 'I'm sorry' was she said to me with watery eyes. I don't know what happen now but I feel like want to kill her right now but I composed myself and get into my car and drive off to home.
On my way back home, my mind was filled with hatred that I kept for 4 years ago. I was hurt. My heart is hurt. Why? why she come back? Why she didn't just disappeared from this world? WHY? I screamed in my head as my tears streaming down my face continuously. I can't bear it anymore. I let it go all my pain. I tighten my grip on the wheel as I controlled my anger. My hand are all red. I slumped my body onto the seat.
'RRING.. RRINGG!!' suddenly my phone was ringing. I looked at the caller id and somehow her name make my heart feel calm. Slowly, I curved a smile on my face and wiped off my tears and pick up the phone using my earphone. 'Hello. ' I said calmly 'Hello Amber. Where are you? Are you late again? I have cook a food for you. Amber,are you okay? Why you didn't answer me? AMBER! ' haha... I chuckled at her clumsy attitude and said 'Hey, princess calm down. I'm okay. I'm on the way. Just wait for me okay, I can't patience to taste your food again. It must very delicious right? ' I smiled when heard her sigh with relieve when heard my voice 'Yah.. I thought you in trouble. Okay, I wait for you. Bye, drive safe. ' she hang up the phone before I could utter any word. I grinning widely at her antic and thought to myself. Yes I have Krystal, what's the point I thinking about her again. It just a useless thing that I can do. YES KRYSTAL JUST WAIT FOR ME.I WILL MAKE YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH ME IN ANY TIME.
