He has an English accent that makes me happy whenever I hear it.
His American accent is so damn hot.
His hair is perfect.
His hair is always coloured differently and I love it.
He wears all black to show his depression.
He wears colourful clothes to hide his depression.
He always looks so sad and I hate seeing him like that when I know he deserves better.
He always looks happy and that's what I need but I just can't seem to put on a real smile.
He needs to know I like him.
He needs to know I like him.
But he's not out yet.
But I'm not out yet.
Fuck, why is it so difficult.
Why is it so hard for him to talk to me.
Why can't he just make the first move already.
Why can't I make the first move?
I didn't see him at school today.
I was in my room crying today.
He looked pale last time I saw him.
I have bruises all over me.
He doesn't seem well.
I'm more than just sick at this point.
He needs me.
I need him.
I'm going to his house.
He doesn't even know I exist.
I hope he's happy to see me.
I run to the door.
I frown when I see how bad he looks.
He doesn't seem happy at how ugly I am.
He looks like he's about to break down.
I'm about to have a panic attack.
He's breathing heavily.
I can't breath.
He's curled up in the corner of his room crying.
He didn't need to see me like this.
"I want to help you, dan. I want be there for you"
"You can't, you don't know how fucked up my life is"
"I do know dan, I'm not blind"
"You wouldn't like me the way I like you"
"Who says I don't?"
"Because none loves me"
I stumble back by his choice of words.
I knew he didn't like me like that.
Why can't he believe I love him?
Why doesn't he just love someone better like Phil.
Dan has always been the one I wanted.
"I knew you didn't like me like that"
"You deserve what you give someone and I can give you love"
"You're hot"
"And you're cute"
He's leaning in.
He's leaning in.
His warm lips feel like heaven.
I can taste the saltiness from his tears.
He's deepening the kiss and making me stand up.
I want him to know I love him.
I now know he loves me.
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Youtuber one shots
FanfictionThis will be chapter then authors note then chapter and ect. Bunch of one shot stories of YouTube ships such as; Tronner - Troye and Connor Troyler - Troye and Tyler Phan - Phile and dan Zalfie - Zoe and Alfie Malfie - Marcus and Alfie Myler - Marcu...
