Let's Run Away From Reality, Darling.

I'm a Fool For You..

I wish I could be with you right now.

At first, everything seemed so perfect.

Holding each other close.
Kissing passionately.
Grazing our legs against another.
Feeling one another's heartbeats.

But.. No one even knew about us.

And that was my fault.

I didn't want to become official because I was afraid of rumors and people coming up to me and saying stuff like, "You could do better."

Like damn.

There's no way I could do better than you. I wish I would've noticed this earlier, when you were grazing your soft lips against my neck.

I thought I was just lonely because I've been by myself for a year and a half. But I'm not lonely.. I really want you.

I want you so badly.

I want your cute giggles.
I want your cheesy jokes.
I want your eyelashes fluttering against my cheek.
I want your adorable smile.
I want your arms wrapped around me.
I want your calming voice in my ear.
I want your dreamy eyes looking into mine.
I want your sleepy voice when you want to talk to me often.
I want your gentle hands intertwined with my own.
I want your blushing face.
I want your comforting presence..

I just want you.

But, we'll remain "just friends"..

Because your happiness is more important than my own, and I think I may say those three words you used to say to me..

But, honestly, did you even mean the things you had said to me, or was it all an act..?