I Fell Too Fast.

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I honestly thought I'd never have to say this, but..

I'm done with you.

I fell into your trap over and over again, and no matter how many times you tried to push me away, I held on tighter.

But, not anymore.

You said,"I love you," as if you meant it.

You said,"You're mine," and I believed you.

I believed that I was the only one, because you were the only one that I wanted..

Sadly, you're stuck between me and someone else. You don't know who to choose.

Let me give you a hint:
It isn't me.

Choose her.

Both of you are broken people.. You two belong together.

You always need someone to be around, but I can go on by myself.

You didn't love me.
You used me.

And consequently, I fell for you. I thought you were different. But, I was wrong once again.

I may move on quickly and end up dating someone else soon.

I may become independent again, but cry every night because I can't get rid of the memories we made.

Don't worry about me though.

We're just friends.

You have someone else to worry about daily.

Someone else who will be on your mind all day.

Someone else to be close to.

Just go ahead and choose her over me.

I'll choose myself over you.

As long as you're happy, that's all that matters.

I'll be happy sometime.

It may not be anytime soon, but I will reach happiness again one day.

I was happy before you.
I can be happy after dealing with you.

I asked what I did wrong.

All you told me was that I was indecisive with what I wanted.

We both were.

At least I wasn't talking to someone else while we were talking.

Like you.

You asked me to promise you to not talk to anyone else while we were talking.

I held on to that promise.

But, you broke it.

You also broke me.

But, it's okay.

Everything is perfectly fine.

I'll move on someday, but I will not forget you. I will never forget you and the memories we made together.

Just know that I'm always here for you because I care. I will always be here and..

...I love you too.

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