The Discern Ardors

The Feeling

                    •••••Gred'sP.O.V•••••

What took her so long? Oh Gosh! She looks angry, I bet she is coming from the library. I watched her rushing towards the parking lot but her bag fell over along with all her textbooks. By the time I stepped ahead to reach Lily, Blake came across and began to help her picking up the stuffs. I stood there in the parking lot, hoping that Lily would turn around and notice that I am getting irritated by him. Furiously, I stared at her the whole time, wishing her not to get too friendly with him; but why am I being so insecure about Lily?

I know Blake for a long time, he is typical wanna-be-bad-boy type guy who actually is but can't gain this title because of Logan who is actual popular bad boy of this school. I never had to face him ever except once for a football match but I had my eyes on him from the day he had his aim on Lily on the last year James's house party. I sighed as they stopped talking along with laughing, but hey, wait, what did Blake just did? He winked at Lily and she didn't beat him off ?! How dare he winked at "my" galaxy!!

I viewed as she dashed towards me and clearly , I was stunningly enraged at what just happened. I raced into the car before Lily could reach me and dragged her into the seat, yelling rather rudely ' Get inside, what are you waiting for?' as I saw Blake following her. I bolted the car as fast as i could and stopped after few minutes as i realized that Lily was freaking out at my weird behavior.

'What?' I screamed at her ravingly.

'What happened? Why did you screamed at me like a rude monster? you almost scared me!' Lily questioned surprisingly.

'Nothing' replied with a pouty face as if I don't care; I started the engine without bothering her questions.

'Don't lie to me and speak up,galaxy!' with a frowning eyebrows.

'U mm.. what were you doing with that jerk?... He even winked at you and you allowed him to!? with much pain in the voice as if something was stuck inside.

'Oh who that Blake ? Oh he was just helping me with the books and he didn't winked me and even if he did whats that to do with this?"

'Oh , now I get it you actually want him to wink at you right? I saw you noticed him winking and you even smiled back and now you're lying?'

' I don't wanna talk with you and why are you behaving like you are my boyfriend?! Go screw yourself, dude!' She opened the door ,rushed out and hit the car so hard that I bet, it damaged the car a bit yet I tried to stop her but was of no use though for some reason her words hurt me a little more than ever.

She spend quite some hours sitting on the park bench alone for which I had to wait in the car that too in this hot weather. Soon it was evening and failing to my patience I called her. Her phone rang, I noticed but she didn't answer rather suddenly began to walk that too slowly. Following her with the car, we reached her apartment though really slowly as she was walking. I rushed to her flat door and opened the door before she could even reach there and ordered her favorite pizza as I knew there was nothing in the house to cook. She reached a few minutes later I ordered and raced towards her room. Meanwhile , I kept myself busy setting up the TV and by the time the pizza boy came, it was done. She came to know about the pizza as always and snatched both our pizza boxes; began to finish her ever lasting hunger.

She was having the pizza with all her heart and I kept watching my galaxy,who has a great quality in the way she argues with me and fights with me even though I haven't done anything wrong. Like people love watching the galaxy , I love watching "my" galaxy. The next moment what I saw was her looking at me with the right eyebrow raised...but then I realized I was staring at her the whole time. This realization made the situation more awkward and so I left the room, stand to Lily's bedroom window which was huge and plain glass;it almost covered the whole wall in the right.

These mirrors always remind me that a man is not what he thinks he is but what his deeds are. Starring at the moon, I looked back at the overall day. How it was, how it became. But why was I so insecure about her today ? I shouldn't have react like that and was she right about me behaving like her boyfriend? But No !! This can't happen! We treat each other like brother and sister! There can't be anything between us and moreover even if we forget that, she will never accept me rather, I will have to live by a denial! Shh heart calm down , it's never gonna work out not even in the wildest dreams!

Whatever, I should go. I hoped for some leftover pizza and luckily there were some! I quickly grabbed those and sat on the kitchen table near Lily where she was washing the dishes and watching her favorite TV series Glee. I tried to talk with her but she seems to ignore the fact that apart from her there is also a person breathing around. It was almost 10 and I messaged my parents that I am gonna stay at her house today because she won't be able to sleep. There are several reasons for this but the mains are that she can't sleep when she don't talk with me for a good worst reason, and when she is stressed or afraid of course. And for today, she is suffering through all of these and I know she wants me to stay today but couldn't say because of her ego that became a great barrier between us. It might even stun her but yeah, sometimes I know her better than herself.

*****WRITER'SNOTE*****

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