The Discern Ardors

The Day Alone

*****LILY'sP.O.V.*****

Even though I ignored him the whole day but I couldn't ignore the fact that today is his birthday though I know it won't make any difference to him either. I still feel something his up to him I mean look at him his eyes stay swollen after crying or lack of sleeps for approximately 2hours buy he got his eyes swollen the whole freaking day!! Why is he crying? What can happen over night that made him cry so hard? I was there the whole night. Why didn't he wake me up? Is he depressed about something? Maybe no, I mean ,he is strong I know. Then is it about her new girlfriend, Rita everyone is talking about. Though still I am not sure about Rita being his girlfriend as he never discussed about her with me. But will he? Never mind. Do hell to him and life. Why am I wasting my time thinking about him?

And as soon I turned around to give a flow to my hair, I saw Gred standing there behind me. I was a little surprised as why is he here leaving his party and Rita? Without asking anything I turned around and tried to enjoy the view of the whole town from the terrace. In the meantime, he came forward and sat beside me. He wasn't smiling neither sad but there was a feeling of guilt and regret in him, I can say. He suddenly hugged me and I did the same. It was so satisfying. I felt as if every tension and anger and everything faded in a blow. I was happy but still tears were coming down my face. Maybe these are happy tears or maybe not. I could feel my hands that were around his shoulder getting wet but was confused that was Gred crying? But why? Hold myself up and and pushed Gred forward and asked the reason behind all this but apparently his reply was that he is feeling so low and confused because of his grades and he believes that I will believe that. I stared at him after he finished explaining his lies but he still thought I won't understand.

I got up and went downstairs straight to my bedroom. This one night felt like decades yet deep inside I was getting worried about something I would only name as nightmare. After ages, my eyes were getting heavier which fortunately turned me to sleep. I slept when the morning sun decided to glow the whole town with all the light that she got but I was totally frustrated as I was asked by the principal to attend a visit to a charitable organization with the club members. I got into the most compfy clothes I could find and walked a while till i reached the spot where the bus was told to pick me up. Hours went then I realized that I got up 2 hours early but no worries . The way to the place were not as much boring as I thought it was great and mostly it was inspiring.

The way back home took hours as in between the bus wasn't working so we had to wait for at least one hour or so. When I reached home ,it was 8 pm and everyone even mom was waiting for me to come for dinner. As soon we finished dinner I quickly grabbed Daniel and told him to get ready in sports clothes. In the meantime, I changed into simple clothes. We rushed to Gred's house and hold some nesessary stuffs that I always give Gred to motivate him for the next day's match. I told him to go tell him that Daniel brought these things for him not me. I waited outside for like ages and laughed on the fact that today I waited the whole day from the day to the night . All I did is waiting but I understood that sometimes waiting is worth it. Then Daniel retured with the biggest smile I have ever seen on his face but I thought Fred will come to the door but who knew that he was the clever one and stood right on the balcony where Gred was looking at her Galaxy with all might. I raced towards home and had the most peaceful sleep in my entire life.

*****GRED'SP.O.V*****

She might be thinking I won't know that she arranged all these for me. And now she is sitting here in the balcony talking to herself and what the hell is she talking about? Oh she got me! Boom! She didn't give me any damn. Let me go and sit there. But should I talk to her or give a hug? I guess, hugging will makes it easier and smoother. The feeling of hugging her was different than all the millions and trillions of hugs we shared before. Now why is she crying and no Gred you won't cry or else she will know about it . No! But who else can stop the tears touching Lily's heavenly hands? But I couldnt stand when lily asked about me being depressed? But I just lied to her. All I said were lies. She stared at me and all of a sudden a feeling of committing a huge crime grew inside. I was getting scared about her actions towards me. But she just got up and went towards her room and ended up being the sleeping beauty.

The whole wasn't that bad as I was so tired for being at that party that I fell asleep as soon I closed my eyes. These new days were making me realize how close I am to lose her. But at the end of the day why am I worrying for her? Am I being insecure or something else....? No gred get a grip and don't make up things and storied in your mind that you ended up hurting yourself and destroying your friendship. Firstly , it's just the morning I should get up and go for the meeting with the football boys. And today Lily will be busy with her visit to some organization so I won't be able to see her *sad*. The meeting went well and the overall day was boring yet some friends were at my place but that didn't pleased me as it would if Lily was there. But will she give me the gifts that she gives every year?

'Greddie, please check the door!' yelled mom.

'Sure' I replied with an irritated face.

'Oh hi, Daniel. How come you are here at this hour?'

'Actually......' Daniel continued .

Then Daniel spoke all about Lily being so rude while giving these gifts. So after talking for an hour or so I let him go but told him to hold Lily for a while so that I can see her. So now as she gave me the chance to see her , let me see what she got this time?