17. Fuck logic.

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The cold air feels good on you when you go outside. You just now realize how hot you were, from the kiss with Steve.
That kiss was extreme
Shut up Eagle.
But it was, and the fact that he kissed you back with the same amount of passion is fantastic.
You really think he didn't do that to be polite?
You are blind if you don't se that he cares for you the same way
Great now I have two people in my head. But he deserves someone good, I'm a horrible person, I don't regret killing people.
But you deserve someone like him, you're all fluff on the inside.
Compared tho what?
Compared to me.
You're not that bad Eagle.
Your heart is pure, you're a good person.
I'm most certainly not a good person!
I granted you unlimited power, because there's good in you. And I would never had given you that power if your heart and mind was anything but good.
She's kinda right, I mean, if you were evil, you would've taken over the world by now.
Ok, I see the point. I'm gonna take a long shower and take a drink before I go to bed.
Don't you wanna take that shower with a certain Captain?
Shut up!

STEVE'S P.O.W
"That was one hell of a kiss she gave you" Bucky says as he enters the bar. Steve smiles lightly, blushing. "I have absolutely no idea what I feel about it." Steve says turning to Bucky. "About the kiss?.. Or the dime." Bucky says as he sits down at the chair besides Steve. "The dime... (Y/N)." He sights. "Hey, if you like the doll, go for it son!" "But I don't know if she likes me" "I've seen her act, when she kisses people for a mission. She most definitely likes you. But I think that scares her, she's not used to... Being in love, I don't think that she's used to so much love and support everyone around her, like everyone have been giving her, the last few days." "Why's that?" "Well.. She doesn't trust a lot of people, well she doesn't trust a lot of people with her heart. She trust people with information about her past, and other stuff, but she can count the people she trusts with her heart on one hand." "That's gotta be hard." "She always find the good in people, if there's anything to find. Her super soldier gut is even stronger than yours!" "I doubt that." "You wanna bet?" "No, when it comes to her, I don't wanna bet, she have this thing of winning." "She didn't win against Tony." "Why?" "I think the Alter Eagle knew that Tony would dare her to kiss him." "So her Alter ego... Eagle?" Bucky nods, smiling over how hilarious the name is. "Her Alter Eagle, made her loose, so she would have to kiss me?" "I think so, or she let Tony win, because he was upset about the whole loosing thing." "That sounds more plausible." "But you should stop drinking, because... You just emptied the bottle all by yourself..." Bucky nods towards the empty bottle of mystery alcohol. "Oh, it's probably gonna hit me soon, it takes a while to effect me." "It's the same way with me, and her" Bucky says as he walks out the door. Steve cleans up after himself and walks towards the door when he bumps into (Y/N).

YOUR P.O.W
"Oh, hey Steve, I'm just grabbing a drink before bed." "Oh I kinda emptied out the bottle" "Oh, I'm having Asgardian alcohol, join me?" "I think I've had enough." "Oh, I'm not offering you a drink, I'm asking you to sit with me." "Oh, then yes."

"So what's it like being Captain America?" "I have absolutely no idea what you mean by that" "Well being Karma, is fun, nobody knows who I am, I'm a ghost." "Oh, being Captain America is exhausting, a lot of autographs to write and pictures to take after a battle in the public, it's really hard to refuse when you're supposed to be the symbol of good and everything." "Oh I bet you're an awful person" you say over dramatically. He laugh.

"I'm off to bed, are you staying?" "No I'll join you" you look at him with a raised eyebrow. "Not that. I wasn't gonna. Not in your bed. I mean." He looks at you, you chuckle. "You were just waiting for that weren't you?" "Oh Captain, I love it when you make a fool out of yourself." You smile

He walks in front of you you're at your door. You're about to open it when he puts his hand on it, leaning against it. "This again? I've already told you about the ass, what more is it?" "When Tony said it was more passion that he expected, what did he mean by that." "You're obviously drunk right now, so I suggest you back away Rogers." You say as you forcefully remove his hand to open the door. You open the door but he closed it again by turning your around and press you against the door. "Rogers, leave before this gets ugly." "Fine" he says angrily and starts to walk away. You open the doors and enter your dark room. Your hand searches for the door handle, but a hand grabs your hand instead. And the door closes and you're up against the wall. "What. Did Tony. Mean?" "Dammit Rogers, leave!" "No, I want to know!" "Maybe he didn't know how good my acting was?" His head moves to your side. "We both know, that wasn't acting." You push him away and he get back towards you and leans his body weight against you. "Steven Grant Rogers, you are drunk!" "I'll leave if you kiss me." "I'm not gonna kiss you, you're drunk and you'll regret it in the morning." He releases the pressure. And starts walking towards the door.
Fuck logic.

You stop him and put your hand on each side of his face and you kiss him, this time with even more passion, he deepens the kiss. He leans you into the wall. You feel his arms. He carefully lifts you up and you put your legs around his waist. You break the kiss to get some air. "Are you leaving now?" "Why would I do that" he kisses you again, you let him lead. You break the kiss. "This is so wrong, you're really drunk Steve, and I don't know if this is something you want, or if it's because you're drunk, and I can't have that." "I understand" he says, he puts you down gently and kiss you on your forehead. He walks towards the door and he falls. "Gaddammit!" You yell to yourself. You open the door and walk to Bucky's room. You knock carefully, no answer. You open his door and push him out of his bed. "What the hell, man? I'm sleeping here!" "Did you happen to mention to Rogers that my kiss wasn't acting." "Why?" "Why? I mean you know better than that, and now... Now he's laying in my room blacked out, and you're gonna fix that!" "Did you guys sleep together?" "No, he's drunk as hell." Bucky looks at you with a raised eyebrow. "We kissed, and I liked it, but he will probably not remember it in the morning. So get up, carry him out of my room so I can sleep!" "Ok, don't yell at me doll, It's kinda scary." "You better be scared sergeant!" You say. "And stop with the Brooklyn accent, it's really hot!" You yell at him.

You get in bed you close your eyes.
You should've kissed him longer
I shouldn't have kissed him at all
Yeah it was kinda stupid.
I'm an idiot
You're supposed to be the smart one
I know.

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