My Life

Chapter 58:

Nikki's POV:

"NOOO!" I screamed falling down only to be caught by Randy. I sobbed loudly into my hands. My body was shaking like crazy as I cried.

"SHE CANT BE DEAD! SHE JUST CANT!" I screamed out as tears flooded my face. Randy pulled me into his chest holding me tight.

I cried into his warm chest as he embraced me. She's gone. Lauren is gone. My best friend is gone. My niece is gone. My everything is dead.

LAUREN IS GONE FOREVER BECAUSE OF ME! If only I had stayed there and kept her from feeling alone and unworthy.

This is all my fault. And now I have to deal with the consequences. The consequence that my best friend, my half daughter is dead.

Sarah's POV:

I shook my head violently as I cried into my hands. This can't be happening. This is all a nightmare. It's not real. It's can't be. It just can't.

"MY BABY IS NOT DEAD! SHE CANT BE!" I screamed standing to my feet shakily. I turned to everyone else as they sobbed and cried.

"SHES NOT DEAD! LAUREN ISNT DEAD YOU IDIOTS! YOU CANT BE THAT STUPID TO BELIEVE THOSE FUCKING JACKASSES!"

"THEY DONT KNOW WHAT THEY'RE TALKING ABOUT!" I screamed walking towards her room.

"SARAH STOP!" Jon rasped as I burst through the doors. There laid my lifeless angel in her hospital bed.

Lauren looked so pale and sad. Her arms were stiff at her sides as her hair was slicked behind her head.

"Lauren." I cried out placing my hand over my mouth. Jon burst through the door staring at her with wide eyes.

"No, no, no, NO! LAUREN WAKE UP! WAKE UP!" I screamed walking towards her. I started to shake her shoulders violently as I sobbed loudly.

"SARAH STOP!" Jon yelled as nurses rushed in. They pulled me back as I screamed and struggled against their grip.

"LAUREN WAKE UP! WAKE UP! DONT LEAVE ME! DONT LEAVE ME! I LOVE Y-" Everything went black.

Dean's POV:

"WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO TO HER?! THATS MY GIRLFRIEND! WHAT DID YOU DO!" I screamed trying to get to the guy.

"We're just doing our job sir." He spoke as Sarah laid limp in their arms.

"YOU FUCKING JACKASS! FIRST YOU LET MY DAUGHTER DIE AND NOW YOU KNOCK OUT MY GIRLFRIEND!"

"WHAT KIND OF HOSPITAL IS THIS?!" I yelled trying to get him.

"Stop! You can't be acting like this around the patient." Some lady spoke standing in front of me as others started to surround me.

"PATIENT?! YOU LET HER DIE YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES! HOW IS SHE A PATIENT IF YOU KILLED HER?!" I screamed trying to get to the nurse dude who gave Sarah the needle.

"FUCKING ASSWIPE! GET YOUR HANDS OFF MY GIRL!" I yelled throwing the first punch. I felt a slight poke in my arm before I fell to the ground unconscious.

Joelle's POV:

My best friend is dead. My only sister is dead. My only friend in dead. The only person I am completely comfortable around is dead. The only person who knows ALL of my secrets is dead.

Lauren is dead and is never coming back. It's my fault. If I didn't make her feel excluded and left out she wouldn't be dead. She wouldn't have jumped in front of that car.

It's all my fucking fault. I sobbed as I saw her dead body laying in the bed. I placed my hand over my mouth slowly walking towards my deceased best friend.