Starting Over {D.L}

Chapter One

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Nicolette

A slap in the face is always a great way to be woken up, and god for a two year old shes pretty strong, it actually really hurt.

"Okay, I'm awake you need to stop hitting me Olivia" I gently grab her arm so she doesn't get me in the eye again.

She giggles and climbs on top of me, I really don't think the kid realizes that I am not one of her toys she can't just slap me around and climb on me like nothing.

"Ow okay, what are you doing?" I pull her off of me, oh how I cannot wait for these terrible twos to be over, they're so bad she will scream and whine all night if I put her in her crib because she wants to be in my bed and if I don't cave my roommate; Delany does.

I know you might think that's kind of weird but Dee is also related to my daughter she's her aunt.

And speaking of my roommate she coming barging through my door "Nicki wake up, we need to talk"

Delany makes herself comfortable in my bed and of course stealing my daughter away.

"It's too early for talking Dee" I complain.

"If it wasn't important I wouldn't be bother you I know you not a morning person" it's true unless you're Olivia don't talk to me before noon.

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing or at least I don't think anything is wrong but I think you might wanna read this before I tell you anything else" she hands me an envelope with my name on it but there's no address or anything it just simply says

nicki

I know this handwriting.

"Is this..." My heart starts to slowly beat faster as I wait for her to answer me.

"Yeah"

I just continue to stare at the white envelope, I honestly have no idea what this could possibly say.

"I'll take her downstairs, while you read that"

I just nod and watch her leave with my daughter.

I've never been so scared of an envelope in my life but I finally open it and take the piece of paper out of it.

You're confused, I don't blame you. I'm not sure how you feeling about me, knowing you you're mad at me still, maybe you hate me. I never got to tell you I was sorry so here I am doing it now. I'm sorry. I know you were pregnant, i know you kept the kid and got out of all that shit we were involved in, I'm glad you did you were so much better than all that so much better then me. You got what I sent you the day I was arrest, I wish I could've said it to you in person, I wish I could've said goodbye. You need to know that I wouldn't have left you, you know you were and still are my number one, I never stop thinking about you and Olivia, you're the reason I'm out early. I told them I was ready to change, for you and my kid. I didn't expect you to wait for me but I wanna see her and you too but I get it if you don't wanna. I just had to tell you I love you and I'm sorry.