Starting Over {D.L}

Chapter Eight

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Nicolette

Derek and I never got a chance to discuss what I mentioned about trusting him because as always he distracted me with sex, he needs to stop doing that.

He starts his new job today, some office job his dad set up for him, he hates it because he has to do the whole suit and tie thing.

"This is so fuckin dumb" he mumbles trying to tie his tie, Derek was never a tie kind of guy do I'm not surprised that he doesn't know how to do it.

"Do you wanna go back to prison?" I ask going to fix the tie for him, why I know how to do this I have no idea.

"No but come on Nicki! You know this shit ain't me"

"It doesn't have to be forever and you might like it, you never know" I know that's probably not gonna be the case but there's no need for negativity, it is what it is.

"I might just come home and go all 50 Shades on that ass tonight."

"Can you not while our daughter is in the room?" I push him away from me turning my attention to Olivia who is currently sitting on our bed entertaining herself.

"She doesn't understand, you need to chill"

"She's at that age where she repeats things, the last thing I need is for her to go to day care and say something like that" I already get judged enough for being 21 with a kid and some how someone found out where Derek has been all this time and now I just get even more dirty looks then I did before when I go to pick up Olivia.

"What the hell happened to you?" he says looking at me like I'm crazy.

"What do you mean?"

"Since when do you care so much about what other people think about you?" I never did give a shit about what other people thought about me until I became a mom.

"Since I had a baby"

"Forget them, you're younger then they are but you probably doing a better a job with Liv then they are with their kids"

I shrug "I just don't want her to suffer for all the dumb things we did but anyways...you need to go or you'll be late" I tell him and he groans.

"I really don't wanna do this" he tells me for the millionths time since last night.

"Well I really don't want you to end up back in prison so you have too"

"I do this cuz I love you"

I laugh "whatever just go" I push him toward the door.

"I love it when you get all rough with me"

"You're so annoying"

"You love it" he kisses me.

"Mmhmm now it's time for you to go"

Derek rolls his eyes "Yeah yeah, bye kid"

I except her to pay him no mind but instead I hear "Bye daddy"

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Since I'm off today and Derek isn't here, I asked Kevin to come over so I could tell him about Pierre, there isn't much I can do or d can so I need someone to make sure he stays away from my baby.

The doorbell rings which is weird because Kevin always lets himself in.

I open the door and instantly regret it since Olivia is standing behind me, she loves running to the door when the doorbell rings as if she's gonna open the door herself.

It's not who I invited, it's Pierre.

"Go away" I tell him and attempt to close the door but he stops me.

"Oh come on, don't be like that, or is baby daddy here?" I could throw up right now.

"Just leave me alone, I don't know how many times I'm gonna have to say it before you understand that I want nothing to do with you"

"You picked the wrong one Nicki, I could've done you so much better then some little ass boy, I mean look what he did to you, knocked you up and disappeared"

"Because if you!" I remind him.

"Mommy" Olivia whines pulling at my hand, she's either hungry or tired.

"I have better things to do now if you'll excuse me" I try closing my door again but I can't.

"Leave her alone dude" I hear from behind Pierre which makes him turn around.

I take this as my chance to grab my daughter and shut the door, let Kevin handle him I could probably do it myself but then that would mean Derek would have to stay away from me too and that isn't something I want.

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Turns out my baby was hungry but of course she's picky so we could spend 20 minuets trying to find something for her to eat, so far it's been ten.

"Olivia, mommy is running out of options" I tell her and she giggles.

"I'm glad you think this is funny"

"So is he the reason I'm here" I hear and look toward the doorway of the kitchen and finally see Kevin.

I sigh "Yeah, I would've told-" he stops me.

"I know, it's all good I'll do what ever you need me to do" he picks up my daughter off her chair then sits down with her in his lap.

To say my daughter is a fan of her 'Uncle' would be an understatement, she absolutely loves him.

"Just keep him away from my daughter"

"How did he find out about her anyways?" He knows that only a few people know Olivia exists and Pierre wasn't never suppose to be one of them.

"She was with her dad and they ran into him" I explain.

"So he knows he's back too, great"

"Pierre is the reason he wasn't here in the first place he doesn't need to be the reason he goes back"

"That ain't gon' happen Nicki so don't even think about it like that, Ima do what I gotta do"

Had I known what I know now years ago I would've never gotten involved in half the shit I was part of.

I just hope my daughter doesn't have to suffer any consequences.

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