Starting Over {D.L}

Chapter Two

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Nicolette

I don't exactly know what to do right now. I mean I knew he was gonna come back eventually I just never really thought much about it.

I'm not exactly sure how I feel either, do I wanna kiss or kill him?

He's also been locked away for three years, I don't exactly know how he'll reacted if I touch him, I don't know what he went through in there.

He's got a few scars on his face, I know two of them are old, from deals gone wrong I had witnessed both of them, one of them was my fault.

I had let the location of the meeting get out to the wrong person and we were ambushed, he lost a lot of supply and money, he wouldn't talk to me for almost 2 weeks and even accused me of setting him up.

Derek's way of getting back at me was getting all flirty with any girl that came through that house we all lived in.

He kissed one of them right in front of me, that had been the first and only time I had ever let him see me cry.

I thought for sure, he would laugh at me and tell me I was never that important but he surprised me and apologized followed by admitting he had overreacted.

I knew he meant it due to the fact that he barely spoke or ever apologized about anything to anyone.

I think that had been the moment he realized that he actually really cared about me, I wouldn't just sit back and be okay with his shit, we had a shared bedroom so when he caught me moving my stuff into someone else's well, another guys room he panicked.

After my trip down memory lane, I just go for it, I hug him.

It takes a few seconds but he does hug me back.

"I'm sorry" he says repeatedly.

I sigh, I know I'm in no place to judge him I know he's sorry and if he's serious about changing for Olivia then I wanna help him.

"I-I know, it's okay"

I go to let go of him but he won't let go of me, I didn't realize how much I missed this, missed him till right now.

When he does finally let go, it's only so he can kiss me.

I don't react at first but when I do I stop him not because I wasn't enjoying it but  before I could speak he does.

"Sorry, I just well it's kind been three years since ya know couldn't help myself" he rambles on, I hold in my laugh so I don't embarrass him.

Then again I'm not that much better, the last time he had sex was the last time I did.

"It's fine I-" that's all he needed to hear, he kissed me again and I don't pull away this time.