Starting Over {D.L}

Chapter Four

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Derek
2 weeks later...

This is such bullshit, they're making me see a psychiatrist because when I was arrested I failed the drug test.

So what? I smoked a little, okay maybe like everyday but I wasn't an addict or maybe I was I don't know I never thought so and no one ever said anything to me.

Whatever Ima have to do this though to stay outta jail for the next two years.

Normally, you're not supposed to be around people from your gang but as far as the state knows, Nicki was just my girl and the kid of a mob boss on FBI's most wanted list.

The only difference between the mob and gang life is that the mobsters don't really like to fuck with drugs and all that.

Should've been a mob boss.

I can't fuck with none of my boys no more so the only people I got are my family and Nicki.

I guess it's not a bad thing, give me time to learn how the fuck this parenting thing works.

I've been at Nicki's mostly everyday since I've been home trying to get Olivia to feel comfortable around me.

She knows to call me Daddy but I really don't think she understands what that really means.

Nicki is totally different from when I left, she matured I guess, I love it.

I want her back but over these last two weeks and even though we slept together I just feel like she'd be better off without me now.

"Mr. Luh? Are you alright?"

"Huh?"

"I asked you about your family. How have they been since you been home?"

"Oh yeah they've been great" I shrug, there isn't much to say my dad & sister are always behind me 110% but my mom...well she doesn't want nothing to do with me no more.

"Okay, um it says here that you have a child, Olivia"

This guy is annoying, all in my business and shit.

"Yeah"

"How old is she?"

"She's 2 1/2" I realize I don't even know when her birthday is.

"2 1/2? So you've only just met her?"

Would you look at that, we have a math genius over here.

"Yeah, I didn't know her mom was pregnant till I was already locked up" I don't usually like talking about this, makes me feel some type of way.