Tommy's POV
Adam started crying. I guess I never really thought about Sauli. I kind of felt bad, but whatever. Fuck him. I comforted Adam and kissed his cheek. I guess the tables turned quite quickly. Now Adam was the hot mess... And I mean HOT. I laughed out loud at my thought. Adam just gave me a weird look, he knew I was fucked up. Adam looked up at me and opened his mouth as if to say something, but kept stopping himself.
"What is it babyboy?" I said stroking his hair and smiling.
"I don't want to ask you this... But, do you think I could stay with you... At least until I figure things out with Sauli or find a place of my own?"
"Of course you can Adam! Why didn't you want to ask me?" He should know I'll be there for him whenever he needs me.
"Well, I just thought you wouldn't want a man whore living with you."
If I wasn't so in love with him I would've slapped him right then and there for being so stupid.
"Adam. Mitchel. Lambert. You are not a man whore! Sauli was just mad at you, you know that!" He started crying again, not that I could blame him. He was in love with Sauli.
We were both in pretty shitty shape. Our eyeliner was smeared all over our faces. These hospital chairs aren't very comfortable and this certainly isn't a good place for us if all we're doing is crying.
I told him we were going home and we walked out to the parking lot holding hands. We'd have to take Adam's car since I got a ride from Monte. I was crying too hard when I found out about my sister, and I decided I probably shouldn't drive. Wouldn't want to end up in the room next to her.
By the time we got to his black mustang we dried our tears and decided to push our problems to the back of our minds. I watched him start the car and drive back to my place. Even with messy eyeliner and puffy eyes he was beautiful. I still don't know if I'm gay or not, maybe I'm bi. I don't know. I think I like girls...but I know I love Adam. For now, I'm just going to go with it.
We got to my place and walked into the house. My house was actually pretty big. Upstairs were four bedrooms (one was actually an office area but we converted it into a bedroom) and a bathroom and downstairs was a kitchen, bathroom, and living room. I did share it with two other guys though, Riley and Jason. Riley was visiting family in Boston and Jason was on a "vacation" or something, he didn't tell us where he was going but he was going to be gone for 2 weeks. I had it all to myself for awhile! It was actually pretty nice. I showed Adam into our guest bedroom. I didn't think it would be appropriate to ask him to sleep with me, especially right after he got called a man whore.
Adam didn't have any stuff with him since we didn't go back to their place to get his things yet, so I grabbed some of Riley's clothes since mine would be way too small for him. I grabbed some sweats and a tank top. I don't think we're going anywhere else tonight so I gave him something comfy.
My stomach growled and I checked the time. Oh, wow, it's already 9. I might want to order some food pretty soon.
Adam came down after he changed and we decided to order pizza.
We went upstairs and put in "Velvet Goldmine" while waiting for the pizza to get here. I snuggled up against Adam, but he scooted away.
"I don't want to be a man whore anymore"
For some reason I knew he'd say that eventually, it still hurt though. I thought cuddling would be okay. I felt tears build up in my eyes. I didn't want him to think he was a man whore and I REALLY didn't want that to be the reason he didn't want to be with me. I didn't say anything and directed my eyes at the TV.
