My Dance Teacher

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I can't do it anymore.

I am done

I'm sick of everything.

Cody stayed with me, he slept in the guest room.

He wanted to change.

And I see him trying and it kills me seeing him how hard he wants to change.

Sadly, I know it won't happen.

In the end we all die, so why should he fight for it?

Why should I fight for it?

I had a plastic leg on that actually felt normal. but it isstill no good to dance.

I made my way down to the kitchen and grabbed three bottles of pills.

It was raining hard and cody went to take a nap. I swallowed a whole bottle of pills dry. I walked to Cody's beach house, I needed time to think. I popped five more pills in my mouth and made my way down the beach.

I added six more pills in my mouth. Dizziness taking over me.

I made my way to the rocks.

Oh so many memories here.

I engulfed the rest of the bottle of pills and clutched my last bottle tight in my hands.

I sighed.

I spread my arms out to my side. Does it hurt when you die? Will this hurt? Or will it be one swift movement and then be swallowed into the darkness?

Here goes nothing.

As I was about to jump in I hear a scream. Not a little scream, but one that screams bloody murder.

Cody.

Cody stood there watching me. His eyes bloodshot. Tears streaming down his cheeks, red from the wind.

I knew this was too much for him.

He didnt need me to top the lists of bad things happening in his life.

That's why ill begone. I was too much for myself anyways.

"Eva..."

"Cody?" My eyes shinned with tears.

"Yyou kknow who I am?" I said Trying not to get my hopes up.

"Yes Eva! I Remeber! I know everything now!!!!" I smiled

"That's great baby, do you know what made you act strange? Please tell me, I need to know so I can help you." I smiled trying not to push his buttons.

"I am sorry for everything, I know nothing I can say will help but I need to Atleast explain. When I went to Europe, management wanted me to be more in the paper. I was forced to take drugs. I am on meth, Eva. I don't know what I am doing. I am also on anti depressant medicine. But I- I w was raped. By this guy Borice and his clique , Multiple times. I was forced to do the same, to innocent people. They watch me Eva." His eyes widened and I saw fear in them. He isn't lying.

"I had to do what I did, or else they would have do horrible things to you and make me watch, and then killed me. And keep you and made you join prostitution and give him the money. "

"Eva what aren't you telling me? I know a LOT is going on for us, but you seem even more shook up?"

"The guy who.. Rr-- um did that to you. He is my uncle. He did the same to me since I was seven, he beat me and raped me all the time. His friends would join too. Each taking turns or all together at once. No one knows this"

"It's okay" he coed In my ear.

We walked back to the car and my phone vibrated. I took it out and started to sweat.

From: unknown

Good things only last for so long, princess

-B xx

Uncle Borice got his wish.

I thought he left me alone.

I could just see the huge smirk painted on his face.

I wanted to just leave,

this planet.

"