My Dance Teacher

Chapter 17

Eva's POV

I hit "stop' on the remote.

I got home from the horrible interview a little over two hours.

Gosh I don't know how cody does it.

I've recorded the interview on tv and rewatched it for what felt like the thirteenth time. They let me leave earlier than usually since I was having contractions. Thank you Nikolas! I watched myself scream on the television. Hey I actually didnt look like a dying goat. I looked.. Decent.

Whatever, cody wasnt home yet so I just lounged around the house.

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I heard the garage open. Cody was finally home! He stopped by his managers and dropped off his cd and they probably went out to celebrate after.

"Hey why are you so early? How'd it go"

"Contractions, but horrible I can't stand that Holly."

He chuckled, "real happy camper isn't she? And all you okay!"

"Yes I'm fine cody but we need to talk."

"Mhm" he said

"Well.. Holly kind of said you were going on tour.. And I mean I um.."

I didn't wanna be selfish. Cody had a career. He had fans. But he has a family now. Well almost anyways. I needed him more than ever! It would be selfish of him if he took the damn offer.

"Well.. You I um. Crap. Okay cody I don't think you should. I need you." I said concentrating on my toes.

''Eva don't be silly, when I was at Nicks I straightened out that I can't go on tour. I know you do, I need you too. We're gonna be a little family."

I smiled. Thank god!

"Well anyways, were going on tomorrow, just a heads up."

"Whyyyyyy" I wined

He smirked. "Good night princess, oh and good night to you to Nikolas.'' He kissed my stomach and walked towards the bathroom.

Oh god the butterflies are attacking me again. Why do I still feel like this? I feel like an idiot. Whatever I was actually hoping cody would take me out.i missed having all those fun times.

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Cody had went to his house to get a clean outfit. I took a quick shower and got Lilly to shave my legs since I couldn't even see from my stomach and wanted to wear a dress.

I showered and let my hair air dry. I then heated up my Nume Curlying iron and gave my self huge loose curls. I sprayed some hair spray and went to my closet. I picked out a Alexander

McQueen buttercup dress, and some white laced flats. I wore a golden twist bracelet and golden twist earrings. I applied foundation, powder, bronzer and mascara.

Ding dong

Cody!

I ran down the stairs a little to fast, by the time I reached the door I was panting like a dog.

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We were a having a Picnic at the Taronga Zoo

We were utterly quiet, enjoying the view.

"We should bring Nikolas here." Cody smiled

"Speaking of little Nikolas, he's hurting me." I frowned

Lately my stomach hurt really bad. I didn't know why, I should probably go to the doctor tomorrow.

"Ouch" I weakly smiled, not wanting cody to sense the horrible pain I was in.

"Cody I really don't feel good, I'm sorry but can we leave? It's urgent now it really hurts."

"Yes petunia." He said bending down to kiss the tip of my nose.

"Cody I think I just peed.."

He burst out laughing.

" I'm serious."

"OW CODY"

"What's wrong! We're almost at the car baby."

"CODY I THINK MY WATER BROKE."

"Eva your almost five months.. Isn't it early?"

"YES TOO EARLY, BUT IM SERIOUS THIS HURT OW CODY IM GONNA GIVE BIRTH."

"Oh my god oh my god it's prematur!!!! Hold on tight we should be at the hospital in five minutes ill call so they will be ready.

What a liar. We were there in fifteen.

"CODY DON'T EVEN PARK STOP THE CAR HERE THE BABY'S ABOUT TO POP OUT OF MY --"

"OH MY GOD DONT SAY IT OK!"

I was plopped down into the little wheely beds and rolled into a room. Cody ran to catch up.

"But sir it's so early!"

"I know" was all the doctor said

"I WANT HIM OUT OF ME OH MY GODD"

Cody gave me his hand and I squeezed it super hard.

"Ow"

"YOU THINK THAT HURT!?"

"On the count of three push Eva"

One

Two

Three

I felt my whole body working and get sore. I've never experienced such pain. After pushing and breathing my baby was out.

I held baby nikolas in my arms, ''HE IS SO CUTE CODY HE LOOKS LIKE YOU"

"He has my hair but he has his mothers eyes."

"You did not just quote Ed sheeran in a time like this"

He smiled

"Hi, can I ask what his name is so I can write it down on the certificate? Oh and I will also need to run a few tests on him. " the nurse explained

"Okay"

I was bored I wanted my baby. He was so cute and small I wanted to eat him.

It has been thirty minutes. Where the hell is my baby?

Me and cody were picking out the pictures we liked best of our baby boy when the nurse can running in.

"MISS THE BABY HE OH MY GOD IM SORRY SO SORRY HE HEART STOP!"

What did she just say..?

"What?"

"IM SORRY HIS HEART STOPPED HE WAS BORN TO EARLY HE WASNT FULLY DEVELOPED IM SO SORRY!" She walked out of the room

My

Baby

Was

Gone

I held him once

For about three minutes and thirteen seconds.

He was gone.

My baby.

I won't see him again.

I won't see him go to kindergarten.

Or talk his first word.

Or loose his first tooth.

Or potty train him.

He was gone.

Forever.

Just a memory.

My baby was alive for only three god damn motherfucking fricken minutes.

My tears came pouring down on me. I couldn't stop,I didn't want to. Cody stood their speechless.

My baby boy. "It's okay baby" cody said as he stroke my hair, his voice was shaking.

I winced and cried even harder when he said baby

"Oh my god I'm so sorry" he said realizing what he said

I became numb and was soon asleep. I couldn't stop dreaming about my baby.