"I don't trust you!"
Believe or not this is meant in the most selfish way possible..
She wants to trust him, she really does.
But because she loved him, she knew she couldn't trust to tell him the truth.
She knows she can't trust him not to leave her if he knew who she really was.
Her heart isn't over flowing with sunshine.
She wasn't eating breakfast and lunch much anymore and sometimes she'd even throw out most of her dinner.
She wasn't the optimistic girl he thought she was.
As a matter of fact, she wasn't really often that happy either.
To be frank, she actually contemplated dying to try to avoid her daily life.
She doesn't want that to drive away someone else she cared about.
Even if it means lying.
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Late Night Thoughts
RastgeleThis is mostly stories that are used rant without directly ranting. It makes me feel much better so I don't really care that no one reads this. As long as I'm happy, nothing else matters. (That's a total lie. I'm way more caring than I should be.)
