It's cruel to be trapped inside of your thoughts. Even though you're loved and not alone, you feel afraid of losing everything you love because you weren't good enough. The mind plays worst case scenarios on replay making it near damn impossible to calm down and remember you'll never be alone. It doesn't care you're depressed. "Ooo~ look how close he/she's becoming with that person. They're totally gonna dump/leave you for them. Look how much better they are." You know you haven't a thing to worry about, but you do all because of your mind.
You feel lonely so it creates voices for you. Your very own friends, how swell? Once you find real ones the old ones say mean things and drag you deeper into the loneliness and make you suffer for leaving them by feeding you awful thoughts. "Oh come on, it's not like anyone will miss you! Just one more cut darling. Oh isn't the color pretty?"
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Late Night Thoughts
RandomThis is mostly stories that are used rant without directly ranting. It makes me feel much better so I don't really care that no one reads this. As long as I'm happy, nothing else matters. (That's a total lie. I'm way more caring than I should be.)
