"You're always the right one! I always end up the one to apologize for your mistakes! I'm so fucked up that I'm afraid I am not myself anymore.." I watched her as tears welled up and sprung on her cheeks like a waterfalls.
"This isn't me anymore Dhwain.. I'm sorry, but this ends our arc together.. I just can't lose myself anymore than this." She sniffs, trying to calm herself down and I just watch her, watch her misery as I can't find the right words to say. "In the future, I hope you'll be a girl so that you know how it feels to drop the act for someone as prideful as you are but never be appreciated."
Goodbye . .
Dhwain Cross POV
I woke up dreaming the same dream again for the nth time in 5 long years. It's like bloody hellishly repeating again and again in my head 'til it haunts me, yeep, her words still haunts me over these years.
Pride versus pride I must say. She's a brat who lowered her standards for someone like me who hates losing in all aspects of life. But there has to be an end to all of it. Whose girl is in the right mind to accept me when I am in that fucked up state before? I had nothing to give up, even myself.. even to my own heart..
I hate thinking ..
After that incident, she blocked every communications I can access about her for 5 years we've been apart and I can't blame her. Way back then, She was my young Cinderella. A good for nothing spoiled brat who always whine about how life is being unfair to her. She was an immature monster when she gets angry and was like a child who was left alone in the dark when she cries. While I was the guy who was a genius in almost all aspect but never let anyone beats me on everything. Until our linear intersections meet. The immature and the egoistic mature collides but despite of the big age gap and differences between us, we fell in love instantly one faithful April. Attracted by both egotistical attitudes and prides.
Entering a relationship we decided to not change one another for we respect each others differences thoroughly.
But..
I took her for granted..
And now,
I became the 'girl' that she wanted me to become. I don't think this is enough atonement for what I did for my unrequited love. I sucked at love, while I have the skills so I joined the mafia instead and became one of the Asia's Mafia Boss' four of his right hand.
Speaking,
I rushed out off my bed and braided my long purple hair as I look at my own reflection. Pretending to be a girl for our underground transactions is always handy when it comes to dirty old Men. I became the brains and the pawn for every accomplishments our group had and you can say I was one of the four Aces of The Black Dragon Organization, the most powerful Mafia organization in Asia.
"Pop!"
My utmost thoughts was disturbed by a loud pop on the computer screen. And I think I knew who was the sender, she is the only one who can message me so early in the morning, this Little Ms Anon!
Weeabo-desu-nyan: Good morning! Hope you go and have a good day! Aaand hey, curiosity can kill a cat~! Have a nice day! (~ ̄▽ ̄)~ //runs
There she goes again..
A year ago an anon popped out randomly on my secret e-mail address in a weird alias 'Weeabo-desu-nyan'. At first, I thought of it as a random spam the website had provided since it wouldn't reply on me. But this Anon seems persistent sending different quotes at the same time of the morning who happens to connect with my daily life etc etc and got curious. So one time I tried hacking her account but failed to do so since she had a very high security firewalls built in her security system. Until now, I haven't find out yet who's behind this anon shit.
I looked at the clock on the bedside table and it is about time I leave or Mr Sky will going to kill me! So I just left her a message instead and leave..
Dhwain_Cross: It's been a year since, I hope you reply to my msgs & come meet me. Anyway, I'll be off now. :)
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Seen 5:09 am
replying...
Weeabo-desu-nyan: Sure. Whenever you are ready~ (✿◠‿◠)
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