Simon's Daughter

Chapter 18

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Avalon's pov

"But Harry I don't wanna stay in the hotel"

"Babe, we'll be back in two hours I promise" he said kissing my forehead and running out the door.

so much for that.

The boys had an interview this morning and I wasn't allowed to go.

I got hungry so I ordered cheese fries from room service. after they came I plopped on the couch and decided to watch the boys interview. Worst mistake of my life. When the host of the show asked which one of the boys were single, Niall and Harry both raised their hands. Zayn told the host that he recently proposed to his girlfriend Perrie, Liam is dating a new girl named Sophia and Louis is still dating Eleanor. Wow, I guess I was single.

When the guys got back to the hotel Harry and I got into a fight.

"Hey babe" he said attempting to kiss me.

"Leave me alone"

"What happened?"

"YOUR FUCKING INTERVIEW HAPPENED. YOU TOLD EVERYONE YOU'RE SINGLE NOW YOU ARE!"

"Babe I didn't me-"

"Of course Harry you don't mean it, you love me. But you know what, I don't think you do.I think you're embarrassed to be seen with me out in public. Well you know what? FUCK YOU"

I ran to my room, locked the door and did something I haven't done in years. I cut. I don't know why I did it but the razor was calling me. After a few minutes I got up and went to go to the bathroom, only to run into zayn.

"shit" I mumbled trying to turn around so he didn't see my wrists.

"Ava wait"

He grabbed my shoulder and turned me around. His expression went from suspicion to anger to weary.

"Ava we need to get you to a hospital"

'No it's okay, I'm fine"

"Ava, please let me take you, I'll do anything."

"we'll good, because I have a few questions"

"Alright fine, lets go"

"I'll be back lads" Zayn shouted from the door.

"Where ya going mate?" Harry said walking in. All he saw of me was my running mascara and the cuts on my wrist before I could run.

We had to leave through the back door so we wouldn't be mobbed by fans.

we pulled around the corner and raced to the hospital.

"So why'd he say it?" A question that's been bugging me.

"Say what?"

"Why did Harry say he was single?"

"He didn't think you could deal with the hate"

"I got hate when I was with Niall and I was fine"

"But Harry is different. Every time he is in a relationship, half of the fans support it and half of the fans send massive hate."

"Oh" I whispered. I feel like such a bitch! If I would have listened to him I wouldn't be pulling into a hospital.

"You know Ava, he really does love you"

"I-I know"

"Congratulations by the way" I said getting out of the car

"Thank you"

After the doctor cleaned my wrists and we drove to the hotel I decided to go talk to Harry.

I opened the door quietly to find him laying on the bed crying. I walked in and kneeled on the floor next to his face. My hands ran through his hair before he took a hold of my hand and turned it over to where my cuts were. He pressed his lips lightly against my cuts.

"I'm so sorry for doing this to you"

"It isn't your fault, Zayn explained it"

"I love you" he whispered.

"I love you too"

I don't care what time it was, I curled

up with Harry on the bed and fell asleep wrapped in his arms.